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I met with the boys that I want to start a band with. Joel, my guitar player writes songs just as easy as I do. We quickly got three in order enough to play. They sounded pretty fuckin' good.

Fabe, my bass player is still hesitant to commit to being in a band.

we're meeting up on thursday to work on the three songs (two...
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Hrmmm....let's see...the weekend was really great. Lemonkid is a doll, and I can wait to visit him in Victoria sometime soon.....he's charming and very personable. And has good taste in magazines.

I guess I will run through the weekend in order:

On friday Trevallion and Lemonkid rolled into town around 830pm. Luminaire and I were waiting for them and right after their arrival, FallFromGrace joined...
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ooh! Update......

Lemonkid is being escorted here by my night in shining armor....so the fun should commence shortly.

I bought accessories. I haven't done that in awhile.

and I should have some pictures from this weekend up within a couple of days if I remember.

I'm such a dork. I can't wait for karaoke.

Lemonkid in T minus 2 days!

I completed my final. And that's all I could ask for at 8:30am.

I meet with my potential new guitar player today. I'm psyched. I really want to get my songs put to music.

I have never wanted sugar so badly as I did last night. Face it, sugar is like crack, and yes, you can have an addiction....
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Carmen's video made me sweat and my muscles sore. A good workout. I reccomend it.

today is day two of cutting sugar out of my diet for 2 weeks. And I want a cookie.

I have a lot of sex. I'm hoping that this will also get me in prom shape by may.

I have to cram for a test that is tomorrow morning. I'm...
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here I am, trying to do my Carmen "Fit to Strip" DVD....and my fucking DVD player is broken.

so instead I'm doing Ballet , ab work and pushups.

I need to get in shape for Prom and my birthday. It's on the same day. I just need to firm up. Tawnya is making a dress for me because she's lovely.

I think I'm going to...
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Yesterday Stan told me I have the build for a stripper.....I have no idea what that means.

to put it in context though, we were talking about strip clubs.

go figure.

I would totally consider it if it weren't for the lap dances. Lap dances are creepy.

Well, I'm still doing the friend cleanup. ....

and my day didn't get much better. I lost my tips from work and had to write a seven page paper.....until 11:30pm.....

but then it got better when I crawled into bed with Trevallion, and possibly got the best head I've ever gotten in my whole life. And the sex was in the top 5......

I...
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(I am downgrading my friends list.....comment or be removed...)

It's really unfortunate when people judge you for various stupid reasons. I try my best not to do this, because when people do this to me, I lose some fucking faith in humanity. And maybe that's how it should be, perhaps I'm an optimist and I need to get knocked down a bit.

whatever. Every now...
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I couldn't stand to look at the sad anymore. So here's your update: I stabbed a man in the heart with a trident. and peanut butter cookies make me happy. And I'm ridiculously broke right now. And sometimes.....peeing feels really good.



edited to add: hey, we have these here too.....you can see them everyday on MTV.

just 7 more classes till quarters over.....and I want to shoot myself. I'm tired, exhausted even, which is on top of my already charming disposition in the morning.

my dance teacher surely wants to kill me. (I'm not able to participate a lot.....I get dizzy, want to throw up or just don't go cuz I don't want to waste my time being sick there).

I...
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Good morning kids!

so I had my audition and it went really well. They liked me a lot and they were really cool guys. My only qualms were: every one of them is at least 10 years older than I, and I'd be singing for a band that looks like they are metallica. Their style was melodic hard rock, which I can sing, but I'm...
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