stupidpiskie

im exhausted.. i was up late lastnight talking to dad's girlfirend... she thinks im too young to take care of kt and that i wont beable to make money... she also doesnt trust me at all.. she thinks that if things dont work out ill try to keep kt down there.. she doesnt believe that ill send her back if i cant make things work... mom said yesterday that she was leaving at eight lastnight to go on her trip... well.. she showed up here at eight this morning.. gave kt her report card... i dunno what she's doing... but i wish she'd leave or just leave us be.. my tummy hurts... i want to get on the train.. get kt to jennifers and get things moving.. packing was a nightmare yesterday... i hope to god everything meets the size and weight requirements... and Mr.Pants was starting fights with me yesterday... for no real reason cept to make me mad at him.. i got mad... but i know better than to get mad and stay mad at him when he's bringing up shit from the past... he eventually gave up on tring to be pissed at me.. said he just did it because its easier to be mad at me... he said for all the shit he talks he's excited that we're comming down... he's worried that he might want to do something with me.. and hat he moght try to get back together with me.. i said thats too bad because its not happening... i dont need that kind of complication right now.. and i'd much rather just be friends and i am perfectly capable of saying no to him.. no matter how hard he tries... that kinda shocked him a bit... he sounded almost dissapointed... but im tired of his games... and of his made up problems... and i have to try like hell to make things work for kt...i'd hate to have to hand her over to my dad... she'd be so miserable with him... i need a shower...