"The rib of Adam, The eyes of Eve, The son's of Cain receive... no reprieve..."
Speaking volumes to me....
I'm trying to turn over a new leaf and not feed on the negatives of my current situation. My temper (when it comes to certain people) can overwhelm me and has a tendency to lead me somewhere I don't like to be anymore.
I like to be chill, even-tempered, and mellow. Stress kills me, my metabolism and my mind. I feel like shit when I'm...
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Been an avid gamer for something like 15 years now. Had a good friends list built up, people I enjoyed playing with. Then I introduced my most recent ex (the mother of my son) to them and taught her how to play FPS. Now I get to hear about my "friends" talking my ex into going to meet them (with my son). Filthy conversations, in...
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spitfire0013:
I get more and more pissed off about this as I think about it. This shit is unacceptable on all sides...
spitfire0013:
Update: now she's moving him down there... for reference, this is what happens to good guys. Consistent mental and/or physical abuse ruins them and they turn into me. Bitter, cold, vicious, untrusting, and sometimes violent(when provoked).
It's all over now, peace is slowly returning to life. Things are calm in my new home without you. I'm not routinely battered, berated and abused on a nightly basis. But it's no Reprieve, you can still hurt me, just in new and exciting ways. I don't understand.
I took care of our son, paid all your bills and supported your vices without flinching. I
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chef:
I'm so sorry.
spitfire0013:
Thanks Hun, I appreciate it. This has been a uniquely awful nightmare and is showing no signs of slowing down.