spero

I've been so up, and now I'm so down.

It's really shitty when you don't know enough to know whether you're trying to hard or not trying hard enough. I'm incredibly discouraged on all fronts. I'm going to go to bed before it gets worse.

This month is going to be really rough. I'm tired of doing the things that are safer but, in the end, when the attempts don't work out, those safer things don't make you feel as bad.