spero

I've graduated. o_o Now what?

I'm in a state of shock. Please stand by for real feelings on this matter.

Current emotions flop between generally apathetic, sad at the friends I'm losing to geography; depressed that I'm closing this very familiar and comfortable chapter of my life; apathetic because I will never stop thinking like an academic and therefore will probably stay in contact with my professors, so it's not like anything's really changed... I just won't have homework for awhile. Not even thinking about it because I have so much other stuff to take care of in the next few weeks. Not being able to enjoy the feeling of being done.

Catharsis maybe? Overall. Despaired to the point of relief? Oddly, I don't feel this overall sense of megalithic relief, as though a weight has been lifted off my chest; I'm just glad to be without the hoops homework and of grades for awhile.

I give myself two months before I long to take a class again.

Guess this means I have to start a "career" type job. Anyone have tips on the graphic design/printing fields in Minneapolis? I'll happily even expand to include web design, photography, framing...

I'm going to make this plea in another month, only it will sound much more desperate, I promise.

I'm, uh... going to do... I have no idea really. I don't have any homework to do. ::twitches::