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Monday Apr 05, 2004

Apr 5, 2004
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so i need to pull myself away

i am still starting that band....and japan is still a go

i count two...at least...two hearts...i broke in two months

i have so much ahead, but i don't want to forget everything i left behind. i will NEVER forget. san fran, the congress hotel, jager, the tour pen, biscuits and gravy, smiling every single day, crying when i just couldn't take it, staring in portland because i never realized before, the camera rolling at all the wrong moments, horror and disaster, stormy, iowa city bathrooms and fingers down the throat, the bronx in austin, feeling nervous everytime, ashamed, in control.

the loft, the "1982" green chevy, art class, monday morning hangover....i'm coming....i made the decision and now i have to make it happen
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stiggy56:
Just when I was getting to know everybody, my favorite up's and leaves. Add another heart to the mix.

Oh well! I know what it's like to chase a dream. I'm doing the same thing right now. Starting a new entertainment company and designing an action series for the internet. All my own money, which is nothing, but I have a crew. It's like my band, we work hopeing things will break through. Keep in touch, will ya! love
Apr 7, 2004
reverendbenzo:
You can make it three hearts broken for not being on the SGB tour frown
Good luck in Japan. I bet your band rawks!!
Apr 7, 2004

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