snow

still no computer.....so don't be offended if i didn't write you back.....or send you pages and pages of painful poetry.....that you could only read, if you imagined the words were blood.....

when i go on tour i want to get a new journal to write in.....and of course my new laptop (i swear i will get it soon) so i can keep up with SG......i need presents on tour......i don't care if it is a goddamn cupcake......we will be gone on valentine's day, not that i get valentines......it would be fun to give them out to you guys though......ahem.

the probot pics came out really nice......i am in love with my back at the moment......all those pics of my star......it makes me smile, i guess.

siren and i are dancing tonight at devil's point.....it is actually quite fulfilling to dance to paint it black and ice dance with people's jaws dropping......i am a narcissist and i love to look at myself naked in the mirror with the red lights covering my body.

well. i can't wake up, but i don't seem to be falling asleep either. the rain is cold in between my toes. you keep pulling my hair and i will keep biting you.

oh fuck i almost forgot. i am getting some tatts on monday and i can't draw. i was thinking of getting (on my upper arms) red and white swirls with stars and candy canes mixed around. bleh. i also wanted to do the alice in wonderland drawings surrounded by red cloud crap. i am so postitive today. everything is crap and fuck.

but i am happy for right now.

oh oh oh and don't forget to go to the suicidegirls burlesque tour link up top there....to vote.....and look at a couple pics of us sexxxy burlesque ladies