snow

punching me and the wall
in one swift pitch
i feel the blood on my lip
dripping down my teeth
you had me in the dark
for 36 hours
a day too late
as your face is hollow
i breathe through your neck
my hands are bleeding
from lack of communication
i cannot see
my heart is crashing
this is me hating you
i cut my arm for you to smile
i eat nothing
so you tear out my lungs
and i still can't breathe
when you choke me with your skin
slowly i will awake
cautious of your hand
bleeding for your heart