It's been one of those days:
I didn't really sleep last night, hit the snooze about 6 times this morning and slept through my first class. Waited more than a half an hour in the pouring rain for the subway... Was late to class cause of that. Once again, had no idea what I was doing in counter point, but was told I was doing it right... whatever. Attempted some of the tax return for my accounting final project. Wish my head would have just exploded instead of just hurt (head 'splodie!). Sat in Prog Rock analysis, listening to Genesis with Phil Collins *shudders* and analyzed like 4 of their songs. Realized that the week after next I have finals.
Why can't the world just stop for 5 minutes so I can have a damned break?
I'd give my right arm up to my elbow for a professional-grade digital camera (cause i love my lenore tattoo too much to give more than that, plus I'm left handed). I know if I ask for one for christmas, I won't get it, cause my mom would rather spend $700 on a Coach or other brand name purse for my sister so she can add another to her collection than get me something worth-while that I'd actually use and/or enjoy. Whatever, I'm not gonna bother asking anyone for anything for xmas this year. There's no point. I just spend every penny I have to make other people smile. I guess that, in the long-run, is better than me getting something. Even though, chances are, next year, no one will care or remember what I got them... Bleh. This time of the year sucks.
See, how my family is, they're not into the thought of what you give them, they're into the cost of what they get. It happens when you have the average stuck-up highschool girl who can only wear or buy brand names for a sister (mind you, she's graduated college and still acts this way). Wonder if my mom will get my sister the new Mercades she wants this year (my mom got her a new mercades last year... well, part of it... not the whole thing, my sister is still making payments on her half). Fuck new cars! I like my little used car I earned!
Blah, here I go rambling again... Sorry!
x0x0
Sid
I didn't really sleep last night, hit the snooze about 6 times this morning and slept through my first class. Waited more than a half an hour in the pouring rain for the subway... Was late to class cause of that. Once again, had no idea what I was doing in counter point, but was told I was doing it right... whatever. Attempted some of the tax return for my accounting final project. Wish my head would have just exploded instead of just hurt (head 'splodie!). Sat in Prog Rock analysis, listening to Genesis with Phil Collins *shudders* and analyzed like 4 of their songs. Realized that the week after next I have finals.
Why can't the world just stop for 5 minutes so I can have a damned break?
I'd give my right arm up to my elbow for a professional-grade digital camera (cause i love my lenore tattoo too much to give more than that, plus I'm left handed). I know if I ask for one for christmas, I won't get it, cause my mom would rather spend $700 on a Coach or other brand name purse for my sister so she can add another to her collection than get me something worth-while that I'd actually use and/or enjoy. Whatever, I'm not gonna bother asking anyone for anything for xmas this year. There's no point. I just spend every penny I have to make other people smile. I guess that, in the long-run, is better than me getting something. Even though, chances are, next year, no one will care or remember what I got them... Bleh. This time of the year sucks.
See, how my family is, they're not into the thought of what you give them, they're into the cost of what they get. It happens when you have the average stuck-up highschool girl who can only wear or buy brand names for a sister (mind you, she's graduated college and still acts this way). Wonder if my mom will get my sister the new Mercades she wants this year (my mom got her a new mercades last year... well, part of it... not the whole thing, my sister is still making payments on her half). Fuck new cars! I like my little used car I earned!
Blah, here I go rambling again... Sorry!
x0x0
Sid VIEW 25 of 29 COMMENTS
*shudders*
life is not what is accumulated, its what is accomplished, you have your head of straight, and you know it, that is all that matters
xoxo
loren