Hello loves,
I realize, I don’t know how to ask other people for help. I need to learn that there are people out there I *can* rely on… They’re just hard to find.
How do I find these people? How do I trust them? I feel like too many bad people in my past have messed up my future trust in others.
On a lighter note, still hoping for that Valentine’s Day love from at least someone. Even if it won’t come on time, I’d be grateful for a small token, even a virtual hug, as to not feel left out as I usually do, on that stupid day. I’ve got no date to get me dinner and no money to spend on myself. Even a single fake flower from a dollar store would be awesome enough for me to send someone some thank you love back.
I just hope someone remembers the sad hopeless romantics like me out here struggling to find someone who will treat us right and love us despite our flaws. I often feel like people are afraid to get close to me because of my Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome and they get scared about me being high maintenance. I’ve been taking care of myself without help for quite sometime now, and I hate being a burden on others. So, I take those burdens on myself, often silently and alone.
Some day, I just wish someone would feel lucky to have me, instead of treating me and my illness as a problem.
I’d give anything for my life to stop feeling so isolating and lonely. I miss love…
@missy @lemon @penny @eirenne
x0x0,
☠️-Sid-☠️
