June 13th is my birthday as it is every year. This year it not only makes me feel so old, it also marks the 18th anniversary of my dad’s death from a brain hemorrhage during a biopsy on a mass on his brain due to him having Vascular Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome which was genetically passed onto me.
For years I’ve tried to make my birthday an actual day of happiness instead of mourning and oddly blaming myself and my extremely bad luck for my dad’s death because everyone in my life ends up with bad things happening to them, including myself. Thus far, I’ve been rather unsuccessful in actually celebrating my birthday. I usually end up so depressed, I’m crying or sleeping the whole day.
I’m planning on having some friends over on the 11th. No word on whether or not I will have a cake, but I’ve pathetically attempted to buy or make myself my own cake, but for once, I’d love someone to either fund me my cake or bring me one. It’d be nice.
Also, I seem to usually be the only one who gifts myself with anything for my birthday. So, if you feel so inclined, here is my crazy wish list link. Send me a return address so I can send you a signed print as a thank you! You can also sort by price because I have many cheap things on there among the items I will try to buy for myself some day.
I also have things for my new kitten on my list. Eris is definitely living up to her name and crazy. She’s responding to her name already too!
She’s for sure a happy and crazy kitten. Always purring and jumping around. I still have not witnessed her sleeping. Haha!
But in any event, I’d love to be able to celebrate my birthday with you guys. Well-wishing is free and very much welcome. I don’t want to remember the day I was born as a day of death anymore, so help me by sending your love on the 13th! Thanks ahead of time!
x0x0,
☠️-Sid-☠️
