I'm trying to make it back here... Slowly. Hopefully, I will be accepted again, with open arms.
I am 3 days out until I turn 34. I'm wondering when I got so old. It's been a rough go this year, with medication reactions that made me angry and others that made me black out completely, hospital and ER visits, my first multi-night stay in a hospital bed, an accidental overdose due to staying awake for 2 days because of chronic pain. Too many close-calls.
I'm doing better. I hope that means something to someone other than just me. Pain still kind of plagues me, but I will never be without that due to my EDS. I'm okay with that. I've just been so exhausted, which has kept me from being around the internet at all. I miss talking to people.
How are you all doing lately? I'm sorry I haven't been very available. It's just been a ride... I'm a better person now that I've been through this, though. Hopefully, you guys will be okay with me being back here.
Enjoy your week! Let's make it a happy one! Considering I feel as if my birthday is a cursed day, I want this year's to be better.
I won't be celebrating until the weekend, and even then, it's going to be low-key. I'll be at the Renaissance Festival. That's all. Not 100% sure on what day, but if you'd like to join me (obviously, this is for Colorado people), let me know, and I will keep you in the loop with my plans. I'm skipping Denver Comic Con this year due to a horrible situation, an assault, that happened to me last year and is just making it hard for me to forgive the con's people from working at it this year. Last year, I spent the convention sitting with my two comic artist friends and having panic attacks over the whole thing because the first person I saw upon entering the convention, was my assaulter. He tried to get *me* kicked out of the place. I didn't do anything wrong, but since everything was all kicked up again last winter, I was treated poorly by the convention's staff about it, after the fact, and due to that, I decided that they don't deserve any of my money this year.
I'm sure I'll be better because of it. My next con will be San Diego. If any of you are going, let me know! Maybe we can plan a coffee night or something? I love making new friends, no matter where they're from!
XoXo,
☠️Sid☠️
