sid

Ah, another weekend, and another opportunity to do nothing. As far as I see it, this is going to be yet another uneventful weekend where everyone I know has fun taking out their significant others as I sit idle and bored staring at Squee. I think he's weirded out by me. I catch him sitting close to the the glass, looking at me as if he's confused... well, I dunno, really, spiders are pretty much expressionless.

So here's my plan. I'm going to pretty much take myself out tonight... well, not really, cause I'm gonna stay in. But, that's besides the point. I'm dating myself. Well, no.... okay, I'm crazy. But seriously, I've never been taken out on a date. I want to go on one! Not that I enjoy when people spend money on me. Cause I hate that.

I've always said that I'd fall for the first person who could aquire me a real black rose. I've never seen one in real life, just in pictures, but I know they exist. My mom tried to grow some once, but she can't grow shit, so she failed. Haha! But yea... I try to look all tough on the outside, but really, I'm just a cute, little, sappy girl who just wants a sweet boy to make me smile.

So I'm prolly gonna pick up some chocolate covered strawberries and indulge myself for a bit tonight, pop in some crappy movie, and feed my spider. Later guys!

Love,
Sid