sid

The past couple of days have been rather stressful and crumby for me. I'm in one of those gross type of moods. I hate it.

What picks you guys up when you're down?



I think I'm blaming part of this funk on the stress of the Holidays. I'm not all that excited about Christmas. I never really am. T and I just spend it alone. No one seems to want to bother to visit us, and we can't visit them because of T's job. I think it just really depresses me that I can't see my family and friends from back home.



Trying to be happier here:

What do you want for the holidays? I'm not entirely sure what I want this year. I'd love an iPad, but that isn't realistic at all. I don't need one and they're way out of my budget these days. I guess part of wanting things is that they can be completely impractical.



One thing I'd love for the holidays is to have my MR set, Shoot to Thrill go live... I doubt that it will, but it is a wish I have.



Saturday, I'm auditioning for a TV show. I don't have high hopes of making it, but I've got nothing to lose in trying out, so why not?

x0x0,
Sid