sid

Just when I think I'm dealing with things perfectly here in Boston, stupid little things are kicked up in the dust. The most recent rumor mill is fucking ridiculous, and I'm getting rather sick of people making me out to be some sort of bitchy psycho. I'm really itching to leave this city for good. I keep telling myself I'll be out of here and happy in at least 8 or 9 months, but lately I wish it were tomorrow that I was leaving for good.

I just want to be left alone by the people causing so much shit. I never leave my apartment anymore except to go to school. And even though I know that's no way to live, I just don't want to step on anyone's toes. I'm tired of hearing what's being tossed around about me. And I do my best to ignore it, but why is it still happening when all I'm doing is minding my own business trying to get through school so I can leave this behind me? I don't do or say anything mean to or about anyone. Is it so much to ask for the same respect in return?

I guess so.

I'm trying my best to focus on the positve.

On Thursday I'll be seeing my sweetie, and gracing Colorado with my presence until late Monday night. I'm excited! I wish I could just stay there. That would just make my life perfect! Well, that and a job of some sorts so I'd have money if I lived out there.

I'm getting tattooed tomorrow. Finishing my half-sleeve. That's something to look forward to and be happy about! I'm going to discuss my storm trooper tattoo with my artist. Maybe I'll use my Christmas money (assuming I get any) for it. Let me just say my storm trooper is totally gonna kick ass. No one is going to have a cooler storm trooper than me! And I have a feeling that my artist is gonna have yet another favorite piece to tattoo on me!

Now I can stop smiling knowing I'm gonna see Trevor this week! YAY! He makes me all -y, even with simple text messages. I'm super lucky.

Here's some more dorky-ness of me:


so artsy


note my dorky d20 necklace I made today

x0x0,
Sid

countdown till back to CO: 3 days!