sid

I've been in this amazingly terrible funk for the past few weeks. I don't know why I can't pull out of this one. Normally I can. It's just so many things are toppling over, and I can't control any of it at all. And to me, one of the worst feelling in the world is not being able to control my own life.

Anyway. I'm supposed to have dinner with a friend (roadkill518) tonight. He is good at cheering me up, but lately, even his cuteness doesn't help me much. Then later, it's Beer, Burgers, and Boardgames at Our House with some of the SG Boston crew. Hoping I can get a smile on my face by then. Tomorrow aegiswings and I are going to Salem. I need a pretty dress for Halloween night because I realized that going as the same thing to like 6 Halloween parties is BUNK. Then it's on to 2 more Halloweeny things that night.

I'm planning on spending a good amount of time tomorrow feeling better from my insanely expensive bottle of absinthe I imported from some store in Germany. Czech absinthe. The strongest you can buy. With wormwood floating in the bottle... mmmm. It is so good. I had some already. This bottle just keeps staring me in the face, begging me to drink it. (Don't worry, Tadzi there will be plenty for you!)

Monday, I'll be visiting good ol' RI for a couple of hours, I suppose. Getting my back fixed after the awful sleeping incident. Probably going for some nipple piercings as well. Getting holes poked in me (professionally) is a good pick-me-up for me, as fucking weird and creepy as that sounds.

I suppose I should *finally* get out of bed. This funk has been keeping me my room like a hermit for the longest time now. I really need to start feeling better. Have a good day for me.

x0x0,
Sid