@dank241 me too. Thank you. Both myself and my husband had wicked PTSD-related freak outs today, and I've been in immeasurable pain for days on top of that. So I don't know what to do when he gets that way because I also need help, which just causes me to breakdown and cry. I've been in bed since 9pm, trying to fall asleep, but I'm not. It's 3AM now... I'll probably just sleep the whole day tomorrow, like I've been doing for the past 3 weeks. I just can't get rid of this deep depression, and it's always coupled with the fact that I have so much pain lately due to Colorado weather, and that I cannot get my brain to function. It feels like I just keep hitting my head on a brick wall inside my brain. I'm terrified my EDS has brought on some other brain issues other than my random paralysis and severe migraines. A large proportion of us with EDS end up getting MS too. I have friends who have MS, and that alone is scary to hear what they go through. Having EDS and MS would for sure just be adding fuel to the fire.