so...
this depressive state has led me to one conclusion: go get fucked up!
and that is exactly what i will do.
i'm really bummed today because my friend gia is getting married...and i can't go. i was gonna go, but now i can't. there was no way i'd be able to make it from the san fernando valley to torrance in one hour, which...
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this depressive state has led me to one conclusion: go get fucked up!
and that is exactly what i will do.
i'm really bummed today because my friend gia is getting married...and i can't go. i was gonna go, but now i can't. there was no way i'd be able to make it from the san fernando valley to torrance in one hour, which...
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time- 8:17 am
song- bjork "like someone in love"
mood- defeated.
i feel lost.
like all the paths have been boarded up, with no chance of them ever opening again.
it seems that i find myself most depressed when i think of the past...why is it so hard for me to continue living in right now?
i just keep meandering thru the worst emotions, and...
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song- bjork "like someone in love"
mood- defeated.
i feel lost.
like all the paths have been boarded up, with no chance of them ever opening again.
it seems that i find myself most depressed when i think of the past...why is it so hard for me to continue living in right now?
i just keep meandering thru the worst emotions, and...
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johnnystrange:
I hate seeing sad girls.... 
sophtrazor:
thanx for letting me in on the SG show its sounded so cool
im sorry youve been in such a dark mood lately
but i can be your beast of burden
i love listening
im sorry youve been in such a dark mood lately
but i can be your beast of burden
i love listening
I wanted to be with you alone
And talk about the weather
But traditions I can trace against the child in your face
Won't escape my attention
You keep your distance with a system of touch
And gentle persuasion
I'm lost in admiration could I need you this much
Oh, you're wasting my time
You're just wasting time
Something happens and I'm head over heels...
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And talk about the weather
But traditions I can trace against the child in your face
Won't escape my attention
You keep your distance with a system of touch
And gentle persuasion
I'm lost in admiration could I need you this much
Oh, you're wasting my time
You're just wasting time
Something happens and I'm head over heels...
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me so happy. hehe.
just got home from incubus,
and boy, was it energizing.
i swear, their live shows have the power to seep into my veins and become the blood that coarses through my heart and soul. they are so amazing!
they did a buncha good stuff, including three songs from s.c.i.e.n.c.e!!! which were vitamin, idiot box and a certain shade of green.
now,...
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just got home from incubus,
and boy, was it energizing.
i swear, their live shows have the power to seep into my veins and become the blood that coarses through my heart and soul. they are so amazing!
they did a buncha good stuff, including three songs from s.c.i.e.n.c.e!!! which were vitamin, idiot box and a certain shade of green.
now,...
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andrepeat:
soooo awesome
thetrooper:
i know that feeling!!!!
going to see incubus in bako tonite. i'm so excited! i haven't seen them since last year at lollapalooza. i think...i dunno, i've seen them too many times to count now. it could sound lame to most, but i'm going to see them four times this month alone. i don't need to explain any further, but i will say that their live performance is better...
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holymackerel:
hi you're just random just thought i'd compliment you on your music tastes and your loveliness have a good one 
andrepeat:
i want to go see incubus with you!!!!! have fun tonight.
so all i can say is:
claudia is fucking hot.
katie is fucking hot.
reagan is fucking hot.
and my girl andrepeat is the fucking hottest! damn...who does that?!
OKAY!!!
sg live rules.
nite.
claudia is fucking hot.
katie is fucking hot.
reagan is fucking hot.
and my girl andrepeat is the fucking hottest! damn...who does that?!
OKAY!!!
sg live rules.
nite.
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johnnystrange:
"seriously, because we did. ha."
seriously!
seriously!
thetrooper:
hi
sg live tonite
sg live tonite
!!!!
sg live tonite
!!!!
One day
I know
We'll find
A place of hope
Just hold on to me
Just hold on to me
Walk tight
One line
You're wanted
This time
There's no-one to blame
Just hold on to me
And I'm right on time
And the birds keep singing
And you're right on line
And the bells keep ringing
And the battle is won
And the planes...
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I know
We'll find
A place of hope
Just hold on to me
Just hold on to me
Walk tight
One line
You're wanted
This time
There's no-one to blame
Just hold on to me
And I'm right on time
And the birds keep singing
And you're right on line
And the bells keep ringing
And the battle is won
And the planes...
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srbuell:
I give up, who wrote it?
sadiemae:
pj harvey
good
bye.
bye.
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pirateracer:
ciao
bella
♥
bella
♥
howdidigethere:
look my words are connected
7:09am.
"good morning, good morning...
nothing to do to save his life call his wife in
nothing to say but what a day how's your boy been
nothing to do it's up to you
i've got nothing to say but it's o.k.
good morning, good morning..."
ended up in santa clarita until 10pm last nite. watched say anything with my homies, what an endearing movie....
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"good morning, good morning...
nothing to do to save his life call his wife in
nothing to say but what a day how's your boy been
nothing to do it's up to you
i've got nothing to say but it's o.k.
good morning, good morning..."
ended up in santa clarita until 10pm last nite. watched say anything with my homies, what an endearing movie....
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johnnystrange:
"Everybody knows theres nothing doing
Everything is closed its like a ruin
Everyone you see is half asleep
Youre on your own youre in the street..."
Everything is closed its like a ruin
Everyone you see is half asleep
Youre on your own youre in the street..."
sophtrazor:
looks like you lost a few people
well all is fair in love and war
i think ill go for a swim
how is your week goin i just covered a friend of mines shift
at starbucks because he has strep throat - i worked all day
so i heard there is a club called Zen Sushi with rock music goin on at the same time i would definately go for sushi but music too damn thats cool
separate----- not for personal reference
never mind the hole in the wall
i lost all my change trying to keep it from falling
where did you say all your love went
down where they collect your pride for the price of your scent
you said you were humble and i do agree
but didnt they say - get on your knees?
well all is fair in love and war
i think ill go for a swim
how is your week goin i just covered a friend of mines shift
at starbucks because he has strep throat - i worked all day
so i heard there is a club called Zen Sushi with rock music goin on at the same time i would definately go for sushi but music too damn thats cool
separate----- not for personal reference
never mind the hole in the wall
i lost all my change trying to keep it from falling
where did you say all your love went
down where they collect your pride for the price of your scent
you said you were humble and i do agree
but didnt they say - get on your knees?
just woke up. 2:22pm.
i forgot my cousins are coming to stay for a few days while their parents go vacationing. one is a girl, 9 yrs., the other a boy, not even one yet! it will be exciting to have zee childrenz around. the little boy is adorrrrable!
i had this crazy dream last nite where i "broke up" with my best friend. we...
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i forgot my cousins are coming to stay for a few days while their parents go vacationing. one is a girl, 9 yrs., the other a boy, not even one yet! it will be exciting to have zee childrenz around. the little boy is adorrrrable!
i had this crazy dream last nite where i "broke up" with my best friend. we...
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andrepeat:
i had a great time hanging out with you tonight, my dear. thanks so much for calling.
sophtrazor:
some how dreams became one of the things i was thinking about last night i wrote a little bit of a journal entry but decided not to put it up - dont know why i guess it started evovling into an article on how the subconcious fears and passions that evovle out of the middle state between sleep and waking up where concious thoughts become dreams - its an odd place.
i beat my machine
it's a part of me
it's inside of me
i'm stuck in this dream
it's changing me
i am becoming
the me that you know he had some second thoughts
he's covered with scabs he is broken and sore
the me that you know he doesn't come around much
that part of me isn't here anymore
all pain disappears
it's the...
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it's a part of me
it's inside of me
i'm stuck in this dream
it's changing me
i am becoming
the me that you know he had some second thoughts
he's covered with scabs he is broken and sore
the me that you know he doesn't come around much
that part of me isn't here anymore
all pain disappears
it's the...
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johnnystrange:
Hey, how's it going? I see you live in the area. Are you going to the SG show at the Knitting Factory??
thetrooper:
nin.....whats wrong girl?
I was at Club Ivar. My friend is the promoter there so I get in free. I'm not paying a $20 cover.
Anyways, I'm going there again tonight, let's see if I meet any other cool people.