I'm walking in the rut my father made in the field where blueberries once grew. The sun, an angry, red slash against the sky; even in spring the wind has teeth, biting my bare arms. My left heel burns as the slightly too tight boot pinches it with every step; in the morning, when I'd slipped them on, I'd marvelled at the way the leather...
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Renovations continued; right hand injured further; am coming to the realization that labor that breaks the back also dulls the mind. Case in point:
There was that first time in the elevator, getting on at separate floors to make it seem less obvious when she backed up until she pressed against me, my nose nestled in her sweet-smelling hair, took my hand to the hem...
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There was that first time in the elevator, getting on at separate floors to make it seem less obvious when she backed up until she pressed against me, my nose nestled in her sweet-smelling hair, took my hand to the hem...
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novy:
Yes, I did present tense to further illustrate my point of "Sieze this moment". It would be pretty neat if things like what this elvator scene happened to me. Actually it reminds me of this jap video. One jap woman, one subway, one camera, etc etc.
roamingaround:
Moist, soft folds. In an elevator. Yes. Always.
There really is something about a cat watching intently as you masturbate that somehow spoils the mood.
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aaronseven:
pets help clean up the mess.
frankie18:
ive always felt intimidated by cats. theres just something about the way they stare...
nice profile pic. those lips look quite nice
nice profile pic. those lips look quite nice
A nickle's worth of free advice: when asked if you want to help your parents rennovate the forty-year-old house that your father has just inherited from his now deceased mother (your grandmother) so that your older sister -- who's dating a gentleman who you don't like very much but have to put up with anyway -- can move in, and said help will involve you...
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amber5:
unfortunately, i would much prefer dangerous physical labor over sitting in a cubicle all day calling people that dont pay their bills. not that i have a job at all right now, but whatever.
as for your dad, how muh does it bother you that you cant tell him? if your thing isnt really that much a part of your life, or if you dont feel its an integral part of your personality then you probably dont feel like this huge need to tell him. but you are having dreams about it though, so it seems like something you wish you could do. it really sucks being in that position, even when the person's approval isnt the highest thing on your priority list.
and i totally agree w/ you on my own private idaho. van sant seems like really hit or miss in my opinion, i mean, good will hunting kinda sucked real bad. but i really enjoyed To Die For, and even cowgirls get the blues had its good moments. i even liked his remake of psycho.
as for your dad, how muh does it bother you that you cant tell him? if your thing isnt really that much a part of your life, or if you dont feel its an integral part of your personality then you probably dont feel like this huge need to tell him. but you are having dreams about it though, so it seems like something you wish you could do. it really sucks being in that position, even when the person's approval isnt the highest thing on your priority list.
and i totally agree w/ you on my own private idaho. van sant seems like really hit or miss in my opinion, i mean, good will hunting kinda sucked real bad. but i really enjoyed To Die For, and even cowgirls get the blues had its good moments. i even liked his remake of psycho.
gigglefuckbunny:
awe hope u feel better. . . . ::kisses::
The dream was strange only in that after it was over I felt empty and sad. This has happened before. Not the same dream, but the same feelings associated with it, afterwards. The poly dream; the dream about the cheerleader; the dream where I was old and by a fire with someone in the chair next to me who was so very interesting; the dreams...
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cobalt:
Prior to my engagement, in my single days, I often had dreams that I had the coolest girlfriend in the world and was totally in love. Often times, I would have her name, phone number or address scribbled on a piece of paper in the dream (which I would try to memorize. When I would wake up, I kept a notebook by my bed and tried to remember her info, which always evaporated within seconds of my waking up! AAA!
Hey, here's some (rather poor) pictures of 3 of my artworks. And I did complete a 20 minute EP about Inverted Betsy Ross, with just myself and a Casio keyboard. It's AWFUL, but funny music.
The first is a Luscious Box, which is an erotic set of photos and materials that document a mysterious and fictional person:
http://www.depts.drew.edu/addevel/reunion/2002/gallery/art/photos/14.jpg
The next is a Pseudo-Historical box (Inverted Betsy Ross) :
http://www.depts.drew.edu/addevel/reunion/2002/gallery/art/photos/12.jpg
Here's a "COBALT RUG"
http://www.depts.drew.edu/addevel/reunion/2002/gallery/art/photos/13.jpg
Hey, here's some (rather poor) pictures of 3 of my artworks. And I did complete a 20 minute EP about Inverted Betsy Ross, with just myself and a Casio keyboard. It's AWFUL, but funny music.
The first is a Luscious Box, which is an erotic set of photos and materials that document a mysterious and fictional person:
http://www.depts.drew.edu/addevel/reunion/2002/gallery/art/photos/14.jpg
The next is a Pseudo-Historical box (Inverted Betsy Ross) :
http://www.depts.drew.edu/addevel/reunion/2002/gallery/art/photos/12.jpg
Here's a "COBALT RUG"
http://www.depts.drew.edu/addevel/reunion/2002/gallery/art/photos/13.jpg
roamingaround:
I ended up staying in and writing the Great American Sentence.
It wasn't so Great.
I never dream about love. Does that mean I'll never have it?
It wasn't so Great.
I never dream about love. Does that mean I'll never have it?
I finally managed to catch Spirited Away with my sister last night, and I always experience a degree of culture shock when I come back to anime after having been away for a while. There's always a feeling of viewing something that wasn't meant for me; that many of the tics that give me pause would be readily accepted by the audience for which it...
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novy:
They were still entertaining, especially their MTV interviews where Johnny Rotten said fuck a thousand times. If you like to watch girls have sex in movies go see Mulhollend Drive.
roamingaround:
All right, you've had your fun. Now give it back! 
There's a degree of restlessness about today. My parents and I silently judging each other's actions. I'll be visiting my brother, but am now wondering if I'm imposing myself. I realized that I haven't worked on anything substantial for almost three weeks (I think). The Italian girl is flirting again. And my sore throat only seems to get worse.
A moment that gave me pause...
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A moment that gave me pause...
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roamingaround:
I can't think straight enough to formulate a good reply to what you wrote, but these sequelish thoughts are worming through my gray matter, something about how sequels might define this era (not just in terms of movies, but in terms of ideas and franchises and, um, wars).
Nighty night.
Nighty night.
aaronseven:
dont under-estimate the power of soup.
For convience, and I assumed modesty's sake, the Violinist shared a bed with her college friend whom we were visiting, while I was put in the makeshift apartment above the pool house. It had the musty smell of disuse that clings to all guest rooms, regardless of how clean the fresh sheets were that had been placed on the bed before I got up there....
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krista:
"There is entirely too much charm around, and something must be done to stop it. "
Can you file? I have so much work to do....
Can you file? I have so much work to do....
gigglefuckbunny:
mischievous . . . thats all I can come up with what u wrote. . . hmmmmmm
Writ after her telling me of her impending wedding:
I imagine Priscilla coming to me for an extramarital affair (this only weeks or days after she has, in fact, been married) and I refuse to have sex with her but offer to let her ride my face. And she bounces on my face and she cries out, coming so powerful that tears come to her...
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I imagine Priscilla coming to me for an extramarital affair (this only weeks or days after she has, in fact, been married) and I refuse to have sex with her but offer to let her ride my face. And she bounces on my face and she cries out, coming so powerful that tears come to her...
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gigglefuckbunny:
wow nice. . . .
gotham2:
hey, that's fantastic.
quite a refreshing read.
i look forward to the next.
have a nice day.
make love, not war.
quite a refreshing read.
i look forward to the next.
have a nice day.
make love, not war.
The conversation imagined, seeing her at the bar, all high-heels and coyly playing with a cherry:
I break up marriages.
Yes, yes, I understand. But about the first
The first marriage I broke up?
Yes.
My parents, of course.
Your
I suppose it was my step-parents, but my step-father had adopted me when I was three so Id always thought of him as my father....
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I break up marriages.
Yes, yes, I understand. But about the first
The first marriage I broke up?
Yes.
My parents, of course.
Your
I suppose it was my step-parents, but my step-father had adopted me when I was three so Id always thought of him as my father....
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rorybowman:
Wow. Hellacool dialogue. I think I may have met her once, and now condescend to feel sorry for her, imagining that she became a stripper only to lose her own authenticity and belief in her own worth outside of the parlor tricks she could play with men's dicks. It's sad shit to be be good at something that (in the end) is not life-affirming.
Keep writing!
Keep writing!
kikka:
heehee
this is good
sexy
this is good
sexy
thanks for the well wishes.. i'll be fine