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I'm a little burnt out on SG right now, and I also get the feeling that SG is burnt out on me. Blah.

I think I may do NaNoWriMo. I'll have to talk to FormerlySid about it though, cuz I think he did it last year. I don't know what my plot would be.

I've been hanging out with spacelola recently. I love it. I...
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As I sit here with my 2L of Sunny Delight, all hopped up on antihistamines, I take solace in the thought that no one is ever the only one.
What I mean by this is that I've noticed that when people blog about or post in threads about or even discuss how they feel alone, there is always at least one person who says "Hey,...
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I wish my mind had an off switch sometimes. I lay awake at night and can't stop thinking.

This is mostly in reference to my ex. I don't know how to classify how I feel, nor do I know how to explain why I still feel that way. Even when I have new prospects on the horizon, my thoughts are dominated by chili. I am...
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This blog is not about my dog. I am ignoring that issue right now. Don't talk about it.



This blog is about omg wtf I am so broke all the time. I am overwhelmed with the amount of bills I have to pay. I have absolutely no money and absolutely no food left for the entire month. I am at the mercy of the...
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Oh gosh, I'm being such a negative Nelly lately. Sorry.

I've been doing a lot of internet research and talking to a lot of people that I trust, and it seems that I may have to put my dog to sleep. I'm saying it like there's a "chance", but it's pretty certain. I am not okay, but I'm not longer crying, so that's a step...
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So I had planned to blog today about how awesome my day was, but that went down the crapper. I was up all night with terrible stabbing pains in my stomach, vomitting, diarrea, hot and cold flashes and a fever. So, needless to say, I did not go to my job interview, but they told me to call them when I feel better and we'll...
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I'm pretty tired. I'm tired of relying on people and being let down. I've never been one of those people that is happy in being independant, but I think I should start figuring out how I can be. All people seem to do is to complicate things.
I also am not a very confrontational girl, but I'm about to be. I am not a doormat....
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It's pretty fucking chilly outside. I have to find me some fleece pyjamas...


Also, I'd just like to say FUCK YOU BITCHES I just scheduled 3 interviews for the next two days.

Intentions
-surgery; purchase some sort of equipment to expedite process
-follow through, grow up, keep better house (aka chilibean list)
-discontinue stretching lobes (hopefully they shrink back down), also remove lipring for good
-stop biting the inside of mouth --- ow. seriously. you've been doing this since you were 7. STOP IT. it hurts.
-learn to budget. for real this time. seriously. budget.
-send out...
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Okay, so I am a little bit bipolar. One day I am completely devastated and the next I am ready to rock the world. Well, a couple blogs back I was in my sad phase, and now I feel amazing. So hopefully this will last.

I just feel like I don't need to worry. Everything isn't perfect but it will be okay.

I'm happy. Life...
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So, I figure I'll tell you folks what happening...

Over a year ago, I noticed a weird lump on my dogs lower stomache and I took her in to the vet. Turns out that it was breast cancer, and I had it removed. The vet said it was all good, and shouldn't come back. He even removed some tissue around the tumor just to make...
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