Saturday Jan 14, 2006

0
i don't have enough angry music, so we will have to settle for the sad music this time around. i used to feel a lot of firey feelings, a constant state of being if you will, but lately i feel as though there is ice in my veins and its sharp. and my thoughts fall either on deaf ears or are gifted to ears that...
Read More
braddropout:
Have you ever thought about writing for a living? You have a way with the writen word.
Amazing. love reading your journals. Don't understand most of it, but love it anyway.

Friday Jan 13, 2006

0
someone put me out of my misery because my dumb ass signed a waiver saying i wouldn't.

Thursday Jan 12, 2006

0
so i feel like at this point in everything, and anyone who has any part of this everything know who you are, expect me to say something meaningful and worth a shit. i changed my profile picture (or will in some cases) and after much thought this picture is how i feel, like someone is about to hit me in the face. that is how...
Read More

Wednesday Jan 11, 2006

0
sick for three days, doesn't leave you feeling much like typing. i was angry earlier and that would have made good fodder. many things are getting me down these days. i will try to keep up, but i'm sorry if i don't. not that anyone reads this regularly anyway. i would think a person could only fuck up so many times, but as usual, i...
Read More
dista:
Hey girl,
being sick is shitty... you never feel like doing anything when you're sick.
You sound a bit down, hope it's just the trail end of your illness.
Just checked out your pics- you are amazingly beautiful!! love
I really love your sets, god knows why they were turned down!
My fav pic is this one http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/4/95/196954/50828/582558.jpg. You look incredible!
Well, hope you feel better soon- and keep on sending in those sets. You need to be sharing that beauty! smile

Friday Jan 06, 2006

0
had enough, bored of the whole business anyway. shiny stuff only holds me in a vice for so long. what happens after that anyway, where does it all go? drift, thats where it goes. tell me what you want to hear, because i will say anything especially if i want to hear it too. i want to be kept. save me, keep me, i won't...
Read More

Friday Jan 06, 2006

0
do not trust me when i've been sleeping and wish to continue doing so. i will say anything for you to leave me alone and let me sleep for another couple hours. because i am a lazy fucker. don't know what the hell is going on during my three days off. hopefully get to go see that movie, Hostel, it looks twisted. i went apeshit...
Read More

Wednesday Jan 04, 2006

0
i am done talking for today. my commentary is useless and fails to make a difference. but for everyone else out there enjoy yourselves.

MR. TAMBOURINE MAN
Bob Dylan

Hey! Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for me,
I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to.
Hey! Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for me,
In the jingle jangle morning I'll come...
Read More

Tuesday Jan 03, 2006

0
tomorrow is the big day for therapy. maladjusted. there are a few things that you just don't ask me that i will be finding answers for. doesn't mean i'm thrilled about it. i make no promises, none at all. god bless isaac, that was so compassionate of you it made me smile for the first time in days. just wanted to tell you, but i'm...
Read More

Monday Jan 02, 2006

0
there is so much i would love to say, but truly don't know how to. maybe some other time.

Sunday Jan 01, 2006

0
ladies and gentleman, welcome to the final dance number. ..that is right, you guessed it my relationsip with joe has tanked to the point of unresolvability. so the question is what to do now about my living situation, school, ect. i don't know, i do know that i went to warrensburg just to sit in the car in the walgreens parking lot and have a...
Read More
Join Now to see more