pudding

Sometimes you just have to grit your teeth and eat dirt for a second, and yesterday that is exactly what i did...today will probably be more of the same. i am on new drugs to treat my bipolar ii disorder, makes me feel like a lab rat but i guess if it gets the job done i can't bitch too much. it also helps immensly that my shrink if hot, in that really nerdy kind of way. i thought really hard last night about getting the phrase "save me" tattooed on the insides of my wrists, but the not-boyfriend said that it might give people the impression that i am unstable, to which i replied, " but sometimes i am." i decided it would be a bad idea on the basis that i live in the mid-west and would probably find myself awash with missionaries on the street begging to witness to me right then and there.