pudding

out of lamictal, not that it made much of a difference in the first place. my head keeps revisiting things that the rest of me has long since let go of. i wore geoff's ring today, i had temporarily forgotten about it during and after moving. part of me is here and part of me is gone. i can't hold out forever... oh the way music can make you feel, funny huh? no its not, not to me, not now anyway. the impact of it puts me on the floor. i need something that i am not getting, i'm never satisfide. i'm like an ungrateful child,nothing is enough to satisfy my hunger for...what? wish i knew, i'm babbling. goodnight world.