hooray for throwing off my sleeping pattern and covering myself in pizza sauce! that is all i have done today. work, nap, drop pizza on self. highly productive shit. and i was a whiny little fuck at work too, not to anyone, but in my head i bitched every time i had to move. the side salad is cruel and unusual work for someone who...
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when you have a lot of time alone with your thoughts you begin to wonder how valid they are. i get to a certain point in thinking where i just can't anymore. i know that makes me sound dumb, but it's the truth. a person can only go over the same thing so many times before shut down is vital to continued existance. i feel...
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to say that i was upset thirty minutes ago is to say that the hot springs are tepid. to look completely past the title and say your judgement of a lesser temperature was somehow more accurate. i heard weezer's "perfect situation" in the car on my way to work, cranked it, and once parked mashed the side of my face against the steering wheel until...
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hello lukewarm can of coke, i have missed you. work was work, bitch to the man and all that rot. i've been trying to talk to the customers bescause they don't relate to me in the same way they relate to the other waitresses, and thus my pocket is slightly less lined. like the varying degrees of padding in a victorias secret bra. i am...
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Chalk this one up to a general feeling of hopelessnes, because i'm tired like usual and bored like ususal and my guilt keeps me from moving around a whole lot. like a depressed snail, i should have my own comic strip, me and my sad little sail companion that doubles as a metaphor for my fragile ego. we wouldn't do much, but maybe it would...
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i don't have enough angry music, so we will have to settle for the sad music this time around. i used to feel a lot of firey feelings, a constant state of being if you will, but lately i feel as though there is ice in my veins and its sharp. and my thoughts fall either on deaf ears or are gifted to ears that...
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braddropout:
Have you ever thought about writing for a living? You have a way with the writen word.
Amazing. love reading your journals. Don't understand most of it, but love it anyway.
Amazing. love reading your journals. Don't understand most of it, but love it anyway.
someone put me out of my misery because my dumb ass signed a waiver saying i wouldn't.
so i feel like at this point in everything, and anyone who has any part of this everything know who you are, expect me to say something meaningful and worth a shit. i changed my profile picture (or will in some cases) and after much thought this picture is how i feel, like someone is about to hit me in the face. that is how...
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sick for three days, doesn't leave you feeling much like typing. i was angry earlier and that would have made good fodder. many things are getting me down these days. i will try to keep up, but i'm sorry if i don't. not that anyone reads this regularly anyway. i would think a person could only fuck up so many times, but as usual, i...
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dista:
Hey girl,
being sick is shitty... you never feel like doing anything when you're sick.
You sound a bit down, hope it's just the trail end of your illness.
Just checked out your pics- you are amazingly beautiful!!
I really love your sets, god knows why they were turned down!
My fav pic is this one http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/4/95/196954/50828/582558.jpg. You look incredible!
Well, hope you feel better soon- and keep on sending in those sets. You need to be sharing that beauty!
being sick is shitty... you never feel like doing anything when you're sick.
You sound a bit down, hope it's just the trail end of your illness.
Just checked out your pics- you are amazingly beautiful!!
I really love your sets, god knows why they were turned down!
My fav pic is this one http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/4/95/196954/50828/582558.jpg. You look incredible!
Well, hope you feel better soon- and keep on sending in those sets. You need to be sharing that beauty!
had enough, bored of the whole business anyway. shiny stuff only holds me in a vice for so long. what happens after that anyway, where does it all go? drift, thats where it goes. tell me what you want to hear, because i will say anything especially if i want to hear it too. i want to be kept. save me, keep me, i won't...
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do not trust me when i've been sleeping and wish to continue doing so. i will say anything for you to leave me alone and let me sleep for another couple hours. because i am a lazy fucker. don't know what the hell is going on during my three days off. hopefully get to go see that movie, Hostel, it looks twisted. i went apeshit...
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i am done talking for today. my commentary is useless and fails to make a difference. but for everyone else out there enjoy yourselves.
MR. TAMBOURINE MAN
Bob Dylan
Hey! Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for me,
I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to.
Hey! Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for me,
In the jingle jangle morning I'll come...
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MR. TAMBOURINE MAN
Bob Dylan
Hey! Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for me,
I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to.
Hey! Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for me,
In the jingle jangle morning I'll come...
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OH yeah, it wouldn't be you if you kept it shut. keep talkin good lookin.