Have you ever felt lost inside, so unloved within that you almost die…

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I am back after a long hiatus after my account expired. So much has happened. The one constant thing is that the universe still treats me like it's bitch and kicks me in the nuts on a fairly regular basis. 8 days ago, I ended up scalding my foot at work severely. I was cleaning the steam table and draining the water when it overflowed...
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Hurts the soul

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I love my job. I really do. But the biggest frustration is that there are so many owners that want a say in the business that it takes forever for anything to get done or decided on. For example:

Tomorrow we have our Grand Opening, even though we have been open since December 21st. Confusing I know but it gets better. We have talked about...
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user8992:
Sounds painful.. you truly care and it shows. I wish you amazing success despite the hurdles. I'm sure no matter what you do it will be amazing and you can only do your best despite a lack of competence. 😉😊 

The biggest lie I ever told

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This is an interesting subject. The biggest lie I have ever told has been to myself. I told myself that I was worth of love, and that was a lie. I told myself that she loved me( many she's in fact) and that was a lie. I told myself that I could look past many transgressions and continue relationships with family or with a lover,...
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melusine2908:
This was really deep and saddening to hear, I think that you are right; the biggest lies we tell are to ourselves. But I also believe everyone is worthy of love, no matter their addictions or issues, we are all broken and most addictions are proof of how having no one to care or love us can do. I hope you find people who show you real love and that you can get past all of your issues, because if no one can give you the love you deserve, I hope YOU do, I hope that against everything you find love for yourself and show it. 
user8992:
The hardest thing to do is love yourself and see your value  (I struggle daily) further to that it's then difficult to find proper healthy love however I believe people can love you even if they don't show it or you might not realize because of the way they show you. I have often felt like a burden to many, my parents and exs mainly) but now I see the personal struggles they have been facing (past and present ) they love me incredibly but are so tied up in their own suffering it's hard to love me how I've needed. I see this too that my own struggles prevent my being able to be here for others and you. It's not because I wanted to or love you or others any less.  It's because I'm not loving myself enough to feel better. I forgot my value and my happiness do its hard to be there for others.  You are an incredibly wonderful soul J. Don't ever forget that! 💚
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