My insecurities: long blog

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This is a painful subject for me to fully talk about. But I suppose I should get this out into the light and burn the shadows away. @earitibble posed a question about insecurities and it has been something that I had thought about for a long long time, and I thank her for helping me find the courage to let this out.

One if my...
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medeskifan:
Came across this randomly, and wanted to let you know it hit a nerve, and I can relate on a lot of levels. Thank you for sharing, and know you're not alone "on the dude side" with some of these things.
gadget:
I can relate to a lot of these insecurities and from what I've been learning lately it comes from our childhoods, that feeling of unworthiness. You're not alone my friend. I imagine a large majority of folks on this site are here trying to abate such insecurities too, some more secretly than others. My partner tells me everyday, multiple times how pretty I am. I still don't think so. Even after years as a model, but if you boil it down? What does being attractive really matter? That's kind of where I'm at these days. I know I'm worthy of some things. That I have skills and maybe even talent. So why not focus on that instead? We all suffer from paranoia. All of that aside, I wish women were better able to deal with ED, but again it goes back to insecurity. Do you hear what you quote them as saying? Clearly all based in insecurity. You ask how do you respond to that? It's likely in the same way you wish they'd respond to you. With love and empathy. An open dialogue where both parties have taken a deep breath and know it's nothing personal... How frustrated would they be if they wanted to connect with a person and their body wouldn't let them? It's such a shame that most folks can't take a breath and put their own shit aside for a moment and consider such things. People have a lot of baggage when it comes to being 'pretty enough'. It's such a shame. I wish folks would worry more about not evolving and growing enough instead. The thing that makes a person the most attractive in my experience is health and happiness. We have to put aside whatever doesn't serve those two things (and I know health in a country without socialized medicine is a luxury most of us don't have). The internet (social media in particular) aren't the best for supporting those two 'H's... which, I've already been on here way too much the last two days. So, I'ma dive back into the hoard I've stockpiled from the local library. Much love to you. <3

5 interesting things

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@konekoya asked this in her being profiled on the @suicidegirlsgermany profile, so I thought I would try and figure out 5 interesting things about me. Could be a stretch

1. I moved to Germany for a woman. I lived in Munich for three months, but had to move back to the US. In three months, she only wanted to see me twice. I guess I...
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bluenicorn:
Thank u for sharing ur facts! Don’t blame that with the girl on you !!! 💙
beckypaige:
Great to know more about you my sweet 🥰🥰🥰
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