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Im watching the clouds drag their shadows across the ground. Staring off into the distance as if there were something looking back. I stand here waiting for something to happen, for me to wake up, for something or someone to take me away from this place. I need to get where I need to be and I dont know where that is. Angels dance around...
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So the ominous 5-5-5 is here. . .that's just 1-1-1 away from 4-4-4. . .not that it means anything. . .but yeah. Drink and be merry, er Bureno, Viva la Mexica Revolution. . .I'm off to drink something. . .Time to find me a shoulder to lean on and a floor to sleep on. Driving by braile, stumbling, bimbling, and. . . . .voids in...
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So what's the point anyway to filling out a new "diary entry"? No one reads these things, everyone is too busy with their own lives to really care whats going on in my life or anyone elses. But, i'll fill one out anyway. The end of the spring semester nears and whether my GPA changes depends on my finals I guess. I am still searching...
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Damn the man! ! ! Yet another Starbucks has opened near my home! This means that the indi Coffee shop is gonna feel a hurt, I don't want to have to drive 10 miles to get a decent cup of coffee damnit! But I will. . . we must support the indipendent coffee shops. . .eh. . .I need some coffee!

What to say what to say. . I ponder the ways of the world and the inhabitants there in. I am included in the long list of lost souls, meandering around aimlessly. Searching maybe for the purpose of all of this. As if when we found our purpose we'd be all the happier. But it seems as though the wandering is the purpose. The creativity...
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Ok so I haven't updated in a while. . .so whats new? Eh nothing really. I got really happy not to long ago. . .Sold my Jeep(hence the name change) and bought that dream machine the Canon 20D. . .So far I have taken enough photos to drown my Laptop and make it angry at me, so at some point I need to find time...
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Well I haven't much to say at the moment, life's just been going on and all without much ado, Went to the NOFX show last night, went well, swore I wasn't going into the pit and ended up there anyway, broke my shades, though I don't know why I had them with me in the first place, but anyway. Yeah so Life is just being...
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Sometimes you feel like a nut. sometimes youdon't, sometimes you don't feel like anything at all. And that is quite un-nerveing.
Maybe I'm moody, or testy, bi-polar or manic, or maybe there's nothing wrong and no reason for me to panic. But occasionally I lose my mind and footing slips from my grip, and further down the spiral here my soul just seems to slip....
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i dont know what to say anymore, there's nothing left to do. I can only sit here waiting, for what, i don't really know anymore. maybe whatever it is will come. And everything will be alright again, but somehow i just don't believe it anymore. I look around and see that no one's staring back at me. And now i don't see tomorrow any better...
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Yeah, well, sometimes things just don't work out as easily as I might have hoped. But then again when does it ever. I stand on the edge of myself, and weigh the existance of myself and the selves around me. . .hello. . .eh, whatever. Maybe tomorrow.

"It's been a long December, and there's reason to believe, maybe this year will be better than the...
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Eh. . .oh well. . .

What am I supposed to think, what am I supposed to do? I sit here staring at the things around me that make no sense. I'm back again, I just don't know for how long. The world fades in and out of view. The tables turn, the floor flips upside down. I'm sinking in the sand, falling through the plane that was the floor and...
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