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Im watching the clouds drag their shadows across the ground. Staring off into the distance as if there were something looking back. I stand here waiting for something to happen, for me to wake up, for something or someone to take me away from this place. I need to get where I need to be and I dont know where that is. Angels dance around me and look at me as if I were the one to take them away from this place. She stands there looking back at me, and I cant get myself to follow. Tears swell in her eyes, and her lips tremble as she anticipates my step in her direction. And Im frozen in place, Im incapable of throwing myself forward. She stands there arms open, hands stretched out, inviting me in, as I sink into the ground, and fade from view. An incredible pain swirls around me, and I cant see me anymore. I can see her dancing, like she used to dance before, but its not real, my mind plays tricks on me to shield me from her pain. Im sinking into the pieces of broken memories I cant forget. The shards of memories lacerate my flesh, and my world now exists in a crimson glow. I cant sleep without dreams of painful memories, and I cant wake from this apathy. Every tear she sheds, reminds me of the parts of me I gave away so long ago. I cant find myself anymore, I lost so much of me I dont know what to look for. Hopes and dreams have faded into cynicism. Confidence I never had, becomes less tangible then vain fantasy. Shes turning away, like shes supposed to do, and I cant let her go, and I cant make her stay. Im almost, gone and so is she. I cant find anything anymore, I cant even find the will to try. Its going all wrong, its fading away into oblivion, she cries for me, and it all fades away. Maybe itll be better tomorrow, maybe the end is near, maybe itll work out, it has to work out, doesnt it?

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Who writes this stuff???