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Sometimes you feel like a nut. sometimes youdon't, sometimes you don't feel like anything at all. And that is quite un-nerveing.
Maybe I'm moody, or testy, bi-polar or manic, or maybe there's nothing wrong and no reason for me to panic. But occasionally I lose my mind and footing slips from my grip, and further down the spiral here my soul just seems to slip. It's not for you to understand, or for me to explain, change is all around me now, and things just aren't the same.
Focus is on the stable
looking for a hand
looking for a point of referance
slipping falling
my body strikes the floor
looking up at everyone just staring at the walls

"Gravedigger, when you dig my grave, can you make it shallow, so that I can feel the rain"
D. Matthews