i dont know what to say anymore, there's nothing left to do. I can only sit here waiting, for what, i don't really know anymore. maybe whatever it is will come. And everything will be alright again, but somehow i just don't believe it anymore. I look around and see that no one's staring back at me. And now i don't see tomorrow any better than i see today. there's no difference anymore, between the days. One after another just blends together into an endless fog that surrounds me. I was thinking maybe tomorrow, maybe the next day, next month, next year, it's gotta get better sometime, but it seems to just get worse. There is no escape from here, nothing I can do, to get better than this. I just gotta get better this, gotta get better than bad. But I really can't see it anymore. I just need to keep meandering on, trudging through, trodding along. I just don't know how much I want anything anymore. I want to put the world on hold, and look around to see what everyone else is seeing, to see what I've been missing. because I just can't see it from here, I just can't see it anymore. And maybe it's not out there. Maybe I'm looking in the wrong direction, and there's nothing there. 
piper:
oh babe,keep your chin up....and there is people staring back ,maybe there just not in front of you.i stare at you every morning.(and poke you to wake up)all i want to say is that you are a wonderful person(and i know others that think the same)and that life right now isnt all bad.it will look up.trust me it will