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hmm, i think i may have just figured out a small part of Mazzy Star's "Into Dust" on my third nite playing acoustic guitar. this from the dork who knows nothing about notes, time sigs, or fuckall else about making teh music. i think i may like this...

must make teh music if i can't make teh sexx, yes?

-pb

i see women everywhere. i see them at odd angles and from the corner of my eye. i see their reflections in shop windows or as a blur when tearing down the street. i smell them as they walk by in the hallway and get briefly dizzy. i dream dreams of goddesses and poetesses and wake confused and bereft.

i don't want to sunder or...
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i posted this in its own threwad a few days back. i think its waaaay too indicitive of my dorkness to be lost at the bottom of some message board. so, here's some real dorndom for you:

(for those of all confused like, its a bigfat long string of Cure songs made into a semi-coherent narrative)




Hey You, How Beautiful You Are. i pine over...
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oh ha ha. oh hardy fuckin' har. real fuckin' funny.

so i hop on da mountain bike, strap up the backpack, plug in the 'phones and head down the street at breakneck. i'm riding the mile or so down to the mechanic shop where my fuckin' truck is being worked on because i fuckin' blew up the fuckin' engine because i'm so fuckin' cool that...
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type o negative is touring. i've mentioned before how blisteringly cool this is. showdates and cities we'll be being awesome with the Drab Four:

10.15.04 Philadelphia, PA Theatre of the Living Arts
11.11.04 Washington, DC Nation (early show - 7pm doors)
11.13.04 Sayreville, NJ Starland Ballroom

one kickass autumn coming up.




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i live for fantasy. i've been poring over books and been enraptured by...
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repair bill on truck = at least $3000
payoff on same truck = approx $10k
blue book trade in value = approx $8k

this isn't adding up to be a very good week.



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sometimes a few well placed words, like ice cold water, are enough to snap one back into reality

reality and SG are incompatible


thanks, g'nite



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i want hair and skin...
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sometimes a few well placed words, like ice cold water, are enough to snap one back into reality

thanks, g'nite



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i want hair and skin and softness and breath and pleading hands and aftershocks and teeth on my ear and to pin you down and feel your ribs rub against mine and your insistence in my soul and your silence next to me always...
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this is for delusion, for she is my favorite d-word.


autumn is on the way. it plods toward me like...something wicked this way comes. prepare 'O gentle, beloved reader, for a daily deluge of delusional dissonance and discourse; for my distinct disposition is one disproportionately damaged by seasonal drift and death. doubled with decidous trees all afire and cold wind like death's fingers on...
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hiking/camping trip = good.
hanging out with friends on said trip = good
throwing a rod in teh engine of teh SUV on the way home = bad
no ride 'till its fixed = bad
buying new engine for said SUV = bad

goods: 2
bads: 3



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autumn is on the way. it plods toward me like...something wicked this way comes. prepare 'O gentle,...
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