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type o negative is touring. i've mentioned before how blisteringly cool this is. showdates and cities we'll be being awesome with the Drab Four:

10.15.04 Philadelphia, PA Theatre of the Living Arts
11.11.04 Washington, DC Nation (early show - 7pm doors)
11.13.04 Sayreville, NJ Starland Ballroom

one kickass autumn coming up.




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i live for fantasy. i've been poring over books and been enraptured by movies for as long as i can remember. the world in my head is what keeps me going, i think. sometimes the real melds with the imagined...but most times i'm like those pics of charley's...gazing from a window several floors up.

i think what motivates me is the constant struggle to make the droll drabness of the real more into something bearing at least a passing resemblence-taste-feel-scent to the made-up, piercing, penetrating, direly poignant world inside my skull. riddles, but with answers. pain, but with resolution. solitude, but alongside another. mist, smog, uncertainty...but with a haunting, lasting beauty.

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repair bill on truck = at least $3000
payoff on same truck = approx $10k
blue book trade in value = approx $8k

this isn't adding up to be a very good week.



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sometimes a few well placed words, like ice cold water, are enough to snap one back into reality

reality and SG are incompatible


thanks, g'nite



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i want hair and skin and softness and breath and pleading hands and aftershocks and teeth on my ear and to pin you down and feel your ribs rub against mine and your insistence in my soul and your silence next to me always and your gaze like a jackhammer in my head and your sighs in my dreams and your name on my gravestone and your flesh running around on little feet with kool-aid smiles and i weary of the wait



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i have to walk everywhere. this is cool because i picked up a pair of chucks a few weeks back. first pair in over 15 years.

it sucks when i want to buy an assload of groceries though

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this is for delusion, for she is my favorite d-word.


autumn is on the way. it plods toward me like...something wicked this way comes. prepare 'O gentle, beloved reader, for a daily deluge of delusional dissonance and discourse; for my distinct disposition is one disproportionately damaged by seasonal drift and death. doubled with decidous trees all afire and cold wind like death's fingers on your neck, i shall most likely delve into diffuse discourse of little import and much deploreable diction.






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"...i'm gonna burn this whole-world-down..." -nine inch nails

"...a living flame, impossible to resist
burning me deep with every bite, kiss and lick

i'm haunted
i'm haunted
i'm haunted (by her)..." -type o negative




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music: type o negative, haunted
book: avengers, brian lumley