From shanti

rest in peace, hope that you are having fun, dancing in the clouds with the most beautiful angels... your soul has found solace.

you are greatly missed on this site, your legend lives on

xo

Monday Jan 12, 2009

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Okay, I owe a lot of folks some comments and I fully intend on saying hello and thank you for the support because it has meant a LOT to me lately. In the meantime, I can't stand to see my journal so depressing. I've got a great outlook right now and I'm going to focus on the screenplay and moving forward.

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mildots:

I miss you my dear.

rayraythemanape:

You came up today. . . I miss you. You where such a hoot.

Monday Jan 05, 2009

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I've been away and dealing with real life shit and just came back to find out a great friend had passed. It just seems so unfair. My husband had some sort of stroke or something (they aren't sure yet) and was in the hospital all day New Years Eve and then I find out SocietysPliers was found dead.

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wsoxfan:

I've had a hard time lately as well due to my depression, which stems from my increasing financial problems. I've taken some positive steps just the other day that will hopefully get me on the right track. I elaborate in my latest blog.

Please hang in there. I know it's not easy, but it can be done. You're very brave to post these very personal feelings. I've felt a need to do the same thing lately. While it's not easy to bear your soul like this, I'd like to think that it allows for some measure of a catharsis.

You obviously have many people in your life who love and care about you. I'm blessed with that as well. Try to keep fighting. There's really no other option.

Take good care.

mrstitches:

Hahah ok. That makes a lot more sense than randomly telling me about your poo habits.

Monday Dec 22, 2008

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Okay so it's officially 13 hours and counting till my next Dr. appt. and I'm feeling really good about it. I've got labs... as always... but I'm going to talk about the neurological shit going on and I might be able to sleep sometime soon. Why does shit hurt more at night? WTF???

So, at the moment I have either numbness...
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deathkitten:

Happy 2009!!!

Hope you are feeling ok love kiss

light_bringer:

Hey there, stranger. I hope you're doing well. kiss

Sunday Dec 21, 2008

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letigre:

Who is this pretty lady?

letigre:

4'11"?!! That is shorter than me! Sign me up! smile

I am good, considering the circumstances. I'm glad to see that you are still hanging in there. I hope more cheer comes your way soon.

Wednesday Dec 17, 2008

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I have three doctors and constant physical pain as well as severe bipolar disorder. I thought I could be here and participate but right now I can't even get out of bed. I'm sorry for anyone I'm disappointing or annoying but it is what it is right now.
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spirit_bear:

*blushing*
*happyDance*
^_^

Your amazing.

humguy:

Do whatever makes you happy and whole. I wish i was a bear so I could just hibernate in the winter.

Take care.

Sunday Dec 14, 2008

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i'm having a meltdown...

I might be going into an institution..
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kingskottie:

wow... you ok?

brideofspanky:

take care of yourself.

we have all had meltdowns at one point or another. you will get through this and be stronger for it.

that which does not kill you makes you stronger.

Saturday Dec 13, 2008

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So I''m done with the gloomy journal. I'm fucked up but I'll live.

I just want to smile.
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big_boy:

If I send you a pic of my fat ass will you smile tongue

paxton:

then smile your ass off honey

Thursday Dec 11, 2008

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I'm camping out in the living room in front of the fire with my six year old daughter right now. In the morning I get to have an ultrasound to look at my liver and pancreas. Fun times. I decided to push the biopsy to January because I don't want to pay an extra $500 if I don't have to.

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edpostmortem:

I've been had... frown

tafkasp:

i hope the ultrasound and the results came back okay.

Not only is she ludicrously gorgeous, but her nonphysical Beauty shines just as bright. To quote Mr. Zimmerman: "She can take the Dark out of the nighttime . . ."

Monday Dec 08, 2008

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sdrawkcablla:

once again you're to sweet

societyspliers:

Well, I finally got the package around nightfall- It came at like 12:45 or so but it took an hour or so after I walked home from work to get to thracking page and then I got bumped offline and starfted over. FINALLY at maybe 6 or so I found it had been delivered between 12 and 1 but couldn't find it./

Mom had taken it into her room and stuck it in her closet.confused

Anyway. . . THANK YOU SO MUCH!kiss