ok so now i'm officially past my bachelor phase. i just woke from a dream where i was a daddy. my little son was about a year and a half and was running around with my eyes and being all awesome. somehow his mommy wasn't in the picture. i was okay with being a single dad. wow, dad. me. strange. amazing.
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last night i shivered on the rooftop of some sad Georgetown townhouse, regal in its old age and probably a little embarrassed at its current occupation of sheltering several score uncouth, drunken grad students.
eyes tearing from the cold October wind, Docs-clad feet dangling over the edge, Guinness in my corpse-cold hand, i'd turned my back on friends and their clinging redheads.
i took in...
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eyes tearing from the cold October wind, Docs-clad feet dangling over the edge, Guinness in my corpse-cold hand, i'd turned my back on friends and their clinging redheads.
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darklis:
Thank you for thanking me for thanking you for the comment you left on my set. *stumbles away*
wendy:
t
is cooler than a flea
is prettier than a bee
is more calming than the sea
makes me warmer than a cup of tea
is stronger than a big big tree
is a better writer than me
makes me so happy i could pee
for my heart you have the key
just let me know the fee
you and i could run and flee
and go on a wild spree
could we ever feel more free?
just you and me
t
and
me
and
free.
<3
is cooler than a flea
is prettier than a bee
is more calming than the sea
makes me warmer than a cup of tea
is stronger than a big big tree
is a better writer than me
makes me so happy i could pee
for my heart you have the key
just let me know the fee
you and i could run and flee
and go on a wild spree
could we ever feel more free?
just you and me
t
and
me
and
free.
<3
last night i shivered on the rooftop of some sad Georgetown townhouse, regal in its old age and probably a little embarressed at its current occupation of sheltering several score uncouth, drunken grad students.
eyes tearing from the cold October wind, Docs-clad feet dangling over the edge, Guinness in my corpse-cold hand, i'd turned my back on friends and their clinging redheads.
i took in...
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eyes tearing from the cold October wind, Docs-clad feet dangling over the edge, Guinness in my corpse-cold hand, i'd turned my back on friends and their clinging redheads.
i took in...
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questions:
1. what should i do for halloween?
a. house parties
b. club
c. bar
d. visit Edgar Allen Poe's grave, an hour's drive away in Baltimore
e. lie drunk in the 200 yr old cemetary next to my apartment
2. what are YOU doing for halloween?
3. what causes, from a scientific standpoint, autumn? namely, why do the leaves turn color and eventually fall...
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1. what should i do for halloween?
a. house parties
b. club
c. bar
d. visit Edgar Allen Poe's grave, an hour's drive away in Baltimore
e. lie drunk in the 200 yr old cemetary next to my apartment
2. what are YOU doing for halloween?
3. what causes, from a scientific standpoint, autumn? namely, why do the leaves turn color and eventually fall...
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arachnequarius:
1. poe's grave and a party
2. 2 parties, a private spiritual ceremony, possibly getting tattoo'd, and celebrating my father's 60th. how cool is it to have a halloween bday?
3. basically as stated above, and they metabolize the nutrients in their cells, which appears to us as a change in colour, in an effort to survive. clearly, they lose.
4. adored.
5.see above.
hope yr wellish.
2. 2 parties, a private spiritual ceremony, possibly getting tattoo'd, and celebrating my father's 60th. how cool is it to have a halloween bday?
3. basically as stated above, and they metabolize the nutrients in their cells, which appears to us as a change in colour, in an effort to survive. clearly, they lose.
4. adored.
5.see above.
hope yr wellish.
maurauder:
1. - combination d and e
2. - a
3. - pogojoe pretty much beat me to it. chlorophyll is the green pigment responsible for photosynthesis. Beta carotine reflects the orange/red wavelengths and allows plants to absorb more of the spectrum. In autum plants are obviously losing their chlorophyll. I'm not sure if the red color is from the retention of beta carotine. But yeah, pretty much what he said. I love it when you ask science questions.
4. - a teenage mutant ninja turtle.
5. - damn godless infidel pagans!!!
2. - a
3. - pogojoe pretty much beat me to it. chlorophyll is the green pigment responsible for photosynthesis. Beta carotine reflects the orange/red wavelengths and allows plants to absorb more of the spectrum. In autum plants are obviously losing their chlorophyll. I'm not sure if the red color is from the retention of beta carotine. But yeah, pretty much what he said. I love it when you ask science questions.
4. - a teenage mutant ninja turtle.
5. - damn godless infidel pagans!!!
pb is not doing well.
he needs a woman,
sex,
validation,
back rubs,
shared baths,
a beautiful thing to protect,
a soft yielding strength to keep warm,
a trusted gaze in his corner,
long hair to idly brush with his fingers,
scents not manly or bachelor to come home to,
a voice of reason while leaning on the bar at last call.
he is too...
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he needs a woman,
sex,
validation,
back rubs,
shared baths,
a beautiful thing to protect,
a soft yielding strength to keep warm,
a trusted gaze in his corner,
long hair to idly brush with his fingers,
scents not manly or bachelor to come home to,
a voice of reason while leaning on the bar at last call.
he is too...
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pogojoe:
Supposedly. It IS colder up thar!!!!
We'll see though...
We'll see though...
arachnequarius:
precious ~
intense and painful, indeed. if i could, i'd grant your wish for female flesh, if only to inspire the confidence you should have that anyone would be lucky to have you. you should indeed go out and just knock a woman out with wit and intelligence, and then offer her an evening of delights (in public, politely, at least at first). you'd probably be surprised how much success you'd have!!
but no levity. none of that. gah.
intense and painful, indeed. if i could, i'd grant your wish for female flesh, if only to inspire the confidence you should have that anyone would be lucky to have you. you should indeed go out and just knock a woman out with wit and intelligence, and then offer her an evening of delights (in public, politely, at least at first). you'd probably be surprised how much success you'd have!!
but no levity. none of that. gah.
The ground was cold under his cheek, cold and scented heavily of rot. It was bad ground, black and decrepit. For years theyd lain here, the dead, moldering and melting and bleeding into the soil. For years and seasons gone the dead had claimed this bit of dirt and gravel as their own, poisoning it with their lust to again rage among the living, to...
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wendy:
you are a bad responder to emails. bad painbearer. naughty naughty.
i have a six pack of sam adams and a six pack of upland wheat ale in my freezer. red sox hat on. ready for action, baby. don't you wish you could see me later. it will be one of those rare caddy nights...
i have a six pack of sam adams and a six pack of upland wheat ale in my freezer. red sox hat on. ready for action, baby. don't you wish you could see me later. it will be one of those rare caddy nights...
roxxee:
Whoa. Zombies rock. 
My man shall return in December. How are you?
My man shall return in December. How are you?i'll drift off to sleep
and sort of hope the world ends
all fire and blood and screams
i hope it ends
while i dream of you
that way i'll never know
it wasn't real
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in response to a friend's email asking, 'what the fuck is wrong with [people] like us"?
to which i replied (with edits for public consumption)
"i don't think anything...
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and sort of hope the world ends
all fire and blood and screams
i hope it ends
while i dream of you
that way i'll never know
it wasn't real
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in response to a friend's email asking, 'what the fuck is wrong with [people] like us"?
to which i replied (with edits for public consumption)
"i don't think anything...
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wendy:
pumpkin spice and the bong means nothing
if i could have
your dong
bye.
if i could have
your dong
bye.
crushjunkie:
I used to be, and then I thawed, slightly. 
in response to a friend's email asking, 'what the fuck is wrong with [people] like us"?
to which i replied (with edits for public consumption)
"i don't think anything is wrong with us. i think we, and those like us, are more in touch with the true nature of life, feeling and yearning and dreaming things most of the cattle are too scared to feel...
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to which i replied (with edits for public consumption)
"i don't think anything is wrong with us. i think we, and those like us, are more in touch with the true nature of life, feeling and yearning and dreaming things most of the cattle are too scared to feel...
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scarydoll:
Martin is an excellent writer, though I'm not familiar with that particular book.
johnclement:
I'm laying low this weekend and next due to low funds, but I'd like to meet you and Cheech if you guys would like to get together for a few beers.
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thejuanupsman:
Not liking that picture PB. Not at all. Hope you are ok. I am anon, mostly, for a while, but will be back soon. take care of yourself.
wendy:
Dear T:
something interesting.
I live right across the street from the courthouse. i'm above a restaurant and i have these huge picture windows in my room. two of them. facing the courthouse. there are ground lights around the landscaping. . in the grass .. so the courthouse is lit up at night. when people walk by on the grass they cast shadows on the courthouse that are, because of the lights, the height of the courthouse (3 stories high).
this is amazing. i get to see 3 story high shadow people walking one after the other once it gets to be around 3am .. those stumbling home from the bars. you should see it sometime.
sweet dreams.
g
(and because you might not remember. take a couple advil before you go to sleep. your head won't hurt as bad when you wake up.) kiss. more kisses. more. okay. bye.
something interesting.
I live right across the street from the courthouse. i'm above a restaurant and i have these huge picture windows in my room. two of them. facing the courthouse. there are ground lights around the landscaping. . in the grass .. so the courthouse is lit up at night. when people walk by on the grass they cast shadows on the courthouse that are, because of the lights, the height of the courthouse (3 stories high).
this is amazing. i get to see 3 story high shadow people walking one after the other once it gets to be around 3am .. those stumbling home from the bars. you should see it sometime.
sweet dreams.
g
(and because you might not remember. take a couple advil before you go to sleep. your head won't hurt as bad when you wake up.) kiss. more kisses. more. okay. bye.
update:
status: hung over, bearded, sporting a bitchin' calloused thumb from playing assloads of Halo, ten pounds lighter, nose sore but serviceable
disposition: lamenting end of two weeks leave from work, kinda bored, vaguely turned-on for reasons as yet undiscerned, concerned about maybe revealing too much of the real pb during late night drunken conversations over the last several days
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status: hung over, bearded, sporting a bitchin' calloused thumb from playing assloads of Halo, ten pounds lighter, nose sore but serviceable
disposition: lamenting end of two weeks leave from work, kinda bored, vaguely turned-on for reasons as yet undiscerned, concerned about maybe revealing too much of the real pb during late night drunken conversations over the last several days
intentions: walk to cafe for...
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cheech:
ps - They had four bottles left at Belle View ABC as of last night... was 5, now 4. 
phoebus:
Coming back from leave is as bad as going on it. The low experienced is proportionate to the good times had while being paid to have them.
The good news? I don't have any left until I ETS. Wait. That's also bad news.
The good news? I don't have any left until I ETS. Wait. That's also bad news.
ah, my lovlies, i must thank each and every one of you profusely for your myriad comments over the last few days. in truth, i was feeling a little weirded out by only garnering 4 comments on my last journal, which was up for roughly the same amount of time. note to self: write more five paragraph treatises describing mundane goings on in this, this...
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crushjunkie:
Thanks dude.
crushjunkie:
I will.
And we will.
And we will.
"Jesus Christ looks like me. Jesus Chriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiist, yeah!"
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in an effort to cut the cost of living to a manageable level so i'll have enough nickels to support this irrepressable impulse buying habit of mine, i called the evil entity--i mean uh the cable company--and had the soul-and-wallet-sucking extended service downgraded to simple basic 12 channels.
(now that you're reeling from one of the...
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in an effort to cut the cost of living to a manageable level so i'll have enough nickels to support this irrepressable impulse buying habit of mine, i called the evil entity--i mean uh the cable company--and had the soul-and-wallet-sucking extended service downgraded to simple basic 12 channels.
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tryst:
well, I still miss all your intellectual mumbo jumbo.
unnecessaryz:
Thanks for the props, yo. If, at the end of the day, I know at least one person laughed at something I said, it makes all the other people that think I'm an asshole that much easier to deal with.
And I like to think that I achieved world's longest run-on sentence yesterday in my journal. I fixed it though and now it's just two nearly record breaking run-ons.
And I like to think that I achieved world's longest run-on sentence yesterday in my journal. I fixed it though and now it's just two nearly record breaking run-ons.
i'm so cloudy. thick, slack jawed, i'm confused. i blame it on the pills i swallowed for pain i don't feel. they only whittle the sharp edges down, anyway. this still hurts. sometimes. but sometimes not.
i will return when the endorphins and seratonin have stopped candy coating my sensibilities.