notraps_spiltoh

look at my wrist. then look at ricki's wrist.
"where there is hope there can be faith. where there is faith miracles can come"
we need to be in the same place all the time.

just open your eyes.
it'll be clear.
pick your head off the ground.
get your feet off the clouds.

this house needs mustard.
and a kitten.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ill be home on sunday.

pa is a fuckin circus.


i saw my cousin ricki lee for the first time since i was 7.
we used to be soooo tight when we were little.
ill upload a pic when i transfer them.
we = trouble.

i suppose im retarded.
at least statistically.



"I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it." -Audrey Hepburn

never in my life have i ever gotten what i wanted.
more so than that, rarely have i ever had what i needed.
there's something standing in front of me that encompasses everything ive ever wanted and everything ive ever needed.
and i am terrified.
terrified that i am wrong.
being wrong will flip the table upside down and break everything on top of it....
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town square.
high noon.
3 paces.
nothing to lose.
winner takes all.

i am currently located at gate A 10 in DFW, paying $9.99 for 24 hours worth of internet, listening to the clamor of people with their babies and cellphones, watching them consume various disgusting aeroport entrees, hiding next to a power outlet located under a row of payphones
the last four days of my life are responsible for a fucking epic epiphany that is consuming...
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im in texas...
tommorrow im leaving...
WTF.


this place is pretty glorious

sometimes, you get so frustrated with life, that you have to find something to keep you from giving up, even if it's seems impossible.
any chance for change, i am grabbing, because, i don't think i have anything to lose, and even if i do, im so frustrated i really don't care.
id bet that the day fire falls from the sky, i'll still be...
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je peux garder le rythme sans mtronome.

so excited !
x infinity.
x infinity squared.
x infinity cubed.
yeeeeh.
u kno.
so practice today is at 2.
i thought it was at 4.
i lose because i have to bed awake now instead of in 2 hours and i keep staying up too late which is stupid but whateva
chat is lame right now.
theyre...
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