notraps_spiltoh

you always beat me to the punch, jab left


i just want to paint.
everything.
bc nothing ever seems to be the colour it's supposed to be.
i've always been somewhat of an escape artist.
but i've never figured out how to break free from this.
even when i close my eyes, i still see everything.
i used to search.... for some place that didn't...
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i guess i can write this here.

it feels like there's a brick that appears out of nowhere into my esophagus smashing it against my sternum... just as quickly as it appears, it just drops.

im tired of fixing everyone else's problems.
filling all these fucked up voids.
feeling everyone else's feelings.
i have problems.
i have voids.
i have feelings.
im tired of this...
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ALL GO NO SLOW

What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.
God never puts anything in your path that you can't handle.
I just want to know how strong God expects me to be.
I can't keep breaking promises to myself.
I can't keep breaking promises I have with God.
A lot of people are born with an inability to step outside of themselves.
I don't want to...
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plz xqs muh fgtry










holy cow it's december

expectations vs. reality


smh