ms_n_thrope

finals this week, very busy.
oh the irony. this semester i met a girl in my anthropology class. she was incredably cute and had interesting things to say, so i asked her out. she said yes and we had tea. it was very nice. i asked her out again next week but she said she was really busy. i asked her the week after that what she was doing that weekend, and she gave me a vague and un-interested 'i don't know'. so i gave up asking her out, but still talked to her and sat next to her in class. the last day of class she asked me if i was doing anything later that night. we ended up going out on a date. we kissed and whatnot and made it clear that she actually did like me. since then, we've spent a lot of time together. the irony is that i'm studying abroad next semester. she knows this. we decided to try anyway. i had a feeling if i was going to meet someone, it would end up like this.
she thinks i'm sexy, and i have low self esteem.
she has this great smile, but she's self conscious about it.
at least it's a different type of sexual confusion.