So last night was good...good movie...great conversation and I went through my pics and picked out what I want for a set! I just LOVE this stuff!!!
I had the wonderful opportunity of meeting the pertty lady Riley17 today! We decided she needed a profile pic that you could see her face so she came over and we played a bit with the digital camara!...
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I had the wonderful opportunity of meeting the pertty lady Riley17 today! We decided she needed a profile pic that you could see her face so she came over and we played a bit with the digital camara!...
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calvin06:
cute pics !
pantsr4squares:
Aww ur a sweetheart!
I am editing my last post....I wanted to add that I am SO adicted to this song...for some reason I am just discovering Finger 11....? Anyhoo...I LOVE this song!! It makes me happy! Here are the lyrics but check out the song!!
"Paralyzer"
I hold on so nervously
To me and my drink
I wish it was cooling me
But so far, has not been...
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"Paralyzer"
I hold on so nervously
To me and my drink
I wish it was cooling me
But so far, has not been...
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spitbite:
oh and shit I'm having a hard time with my belly button as well. They are the piercings from hell. But I refuse to give up. Refuse.
kovu:
i love that song too.
OK if you REALLY want to know a little about me than you can read my last post....but I am not leaving it up. Sorry but I wasnt depresssed and I dont want you all to think I was!!!
Today is a great day tho!
I have said that I want to be a diabetic educator for kids right? Well when I went to get...
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Today is a great day tho!
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sterlingrose:
Here are a few of my favorite poems, along with Acquainted With The Night, By Robert Frost. I hope you like them. The E.E. Cummings one, the last one, is especially dear to my heart.
Acquainted With the Night by Robert Frost
I have been one acquainted with the night.
I have walked out in rain - and back in rain.
I have outwalked the furthest city light.
I have looked down the saddest city lane.
I have passed by the watchman on his beat
And dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain.
I have stood still and stopped the sound of feet
When far away an interrupted cry
Came over houses from another street,
But not to call me back or say good-bye;
And further still at an unearthly height,
One luminary clock against the sky
Proclaimed the time was neither wrong nor right.
I have been one acquainted with the night.
Love Song by Rainier Marie Rilke
How can I keep my soul in me, so that
it doesn't touch your soul? How can I raise
it high enough, past you, to other things?
I would like to shelter it, among remote
lost objects, in some dark and silent place
that doesn't resonate when your depths resound.
Yet everything that touches us, me and you,
takes us together like a violin's bow,
which draws one voice out of two seperate strings.
Upon what instrument are we two spanned?
And what musician holds us in his hand?
Oh sweetest song.
The Silence of Your Eyes by E.E. Cummings
somewhere i have never travelled,gladly beyond
any experience,your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,
or which i cannot touch because they are too near
your slightest look will easily unclose me
though i have closed myself as fingers,
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
(touching skilfully,mysteriously)her first rose
or if your wish be to close me, i and
my life will shut very beautifully ,suddenly,
as when the heart of this flower imagines
the snow carefully everywhere descending;
nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility:whose texture
compels me with the color of its countries,
rendering death and forever with each breathing
(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens;only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody,not even the rain,has such small hands
Acquainted With the Night by Robert Frost
I have been one acquainted with the night.
I have walked out in rain - and back in rain.
I have outwalked the furthest city light.
I have looked down the saddest city lane.
I have passed by the watchman on his beat
And dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain.
I have stood still and stopped the sound of feet
When far away an interrupted cry
Came over houses from another street,
But not to call me back or say good-bye;
And further still at an unearthly height,
One luminary clock against the sky
Proclaimed the time was neither wrong nor right.
I have been one acquainted with the night.
Love Song by Rainier Marie Rilke
How can I keep my soul in me, so that
it doesn't touch your soul? How can I raise
it high enough, past you, to other things?
I would like to shelter it, among remote
lost objects, in some dark and silent place
that doesn't resonate when your depths resound.
Yet everything that touches us, me and you,
takes us together like a violin's bow,
which draws one voice out of two seperate strings.
Upon what instrument are we two spanned?
And what musician holds us in his hand?
Oh sweetest song.
The Silence of Your Eyes by E.E. Cummings
somewhere i have never travelled,gladly beyond
any experience,your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,
or which i cannot touch because they are too near
your slightest look will easily unclose me
though i have closed myself as fingers,
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
(touching skilfully,mysteriously)her first rose
or if your wish be to close me, i and
my life will shut very beautifully ,suddenly,
as when the heart of this flower imagines
the snow carefully everywhere descending;
nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility:whose texture
compels me with the color of its countries,
rendering death and forever with each breathing
(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens;only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody,not even the rain,has such small hands
kovu:
its only 12 days till Peter and i are in NM. im excited. i love going new places. i hope i meet you right away!
I KNOW I just wrote today but I am sitting home bored thinking. AND I AM a pisces.....so ....
oh this is quite long....sory but it needs to be said....
Mood: reflective
Once there was this little girl. Happy. Had everything her little heart desired. Raised by her grandparents (retired military) and spoiled but was taught the value of working hard for something she wanted.......
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oh this is quite long....sory but it needs to be said....
Mood: reflective
Once there was this little girl. Happy. Had everything her little heart desired. Raised by her grandparents (retired military) and spoiled but was taught the value of working hard for something she wanted.......
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slacker_elite:
Wow... you are truly an amazing person. Thank you for giving us all a moment of reflection.
Well done.
Well done.
*singing* I got my pictures I got my pictures!!
Sorry...I cant show them! What would be the point of even posting them then!?
But i MUST say that Morningstar55 (Dave) is a GOD at photography!!! I absolutely LOVE them!! I am so excited now...probably because they really are great and I didnt know I had that IN me!! hahahahahaha
So I am a VERY happy...
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Sorry...I cant show them! What would be the point of even posting them then!?
But i MUST say that Morningstar55 (Dave) is a GOD at photography!!! I absolutely LOVE them!! I am so excited now...probably because they really are great and I didnt know I had that IN me!! hahahahahaha
So I am a VERY happy...
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pantsr4squares:
Aww u r a sweetheart. I don't have any good pictures of myself
king_mob:
Merka Derka! 
Update update update
I am feeling better...my friend smoked me out at work and POOF the headache AND upset tummy went away!! Now I am starting to think modern medicine sucks sometimes..and that marijuanna SHOULD be legalized...I mean come on! I was at Urgent Care TWICE and nothing worked. A little bud (half a bowl) and I was all better!! I honestly dont know what...
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I am feeling better...my friend smoked me out at work and POOF the headache AND upset tummy went away!! Now I am starting to think modern medicine sucks sometimes..and that marijuanna SHOULD be legalized...I mean come on! I was at Urgent Care TWICE and nothing worked. A little bud (half a bowl) and I was all better!! I honestly dont know what...
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orange_lily:
I SO love your new pic. GORGEOUS.
luh:
Pictures, Pictures..I want set pictures. Let me know when you get them.
So I have the stomach Flu WITH a migrane!!!
The woman at the desk at urgent care violated HIPPA of HEPPA or whatever the hell its called...she verified my address OUT LOUD!!! When I called he on it and SAID (nicely, I PROMISE) that it was a violation she said if I didnt like it I could go somewhere else......um WHAT? Ya ya ya tomorrow...
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The woman at the desk at urgent care violated HIPPA of HEPPA or whatever the hell its called...she verified my address OUT LOUD!!! When I called he on it and SAID (nicely, I PROMISE) that it was a violation she said if I didnt like it I could go somewhere else......um WHAT? Ya ya ya tomorrow...
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pollythundercat:
haha that was quick! no prob
wolfj:
Ummm no I didn't 
I'm sick. AND tired...and I have decided that my job really sucks. Probably because I am tired and sick......
I really need some sleep. The 8 hours I got last night just isnt enough.....
Thanks Devious for the Lost marathon....I am glad Claire is back even tho she doesnt remembe anything...cant wait for the baby to come!!
Gotta go to work today...and a friend is...
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I really need some sleep. The 8 hours I got last night just isnt enough.....
Thanks Devious for the Lost marathon....I am glad Claire is back even tho she doesnt remembe anything...cant wait for the baby to come!!
Gotta go to work today...and a friend is...
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jabsjc:
Hey my new friend, I do hope you are better. Thanks for checking out my art. I will post new stuff in a couple days. As for you being an sg girl, You should have autamticaly been an sg girl. No approvals needed, cause you are amazing! The eyes of a thousands angels combined Into 2 just for you.
sterlingrose:
Hey baby I am thinking of you. I wish I were there to take care of you. You need to move out here sweetie. I'll help you get a kick ass job at the Castle with me....spoil you rotten and we'll dance and party the weekends away!!! Among other things. Hee hee hee. And watch endless Ladyhawke marathons. Seriously, take care my dearest. Call me if you need anything. Or I will try to call you tonight. Loves and kisses.
Your LDR
Your LDR
Ok so with the help from all of you wonderful people out there and a whole lot of alcohol (lets not forget the licking whip cream off my bartender friend and dancing on the bar ON MY KNEES) I am feeling much better today. A wonderful person (my mom) sent me an email today that really made me think. After I read it my head...
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kovu:
waaahhhh you and Peter are having fun without meeeeeee 
kamuela:
thanxs for the b-day comment, and did you get spitbites text, she sent me a message about it, i tell you later.
Ok so not so strong today. Apparently I am a horrible person. I was told today by someone that they HATED me!!! I was sad at first and then mad but now I am devastated! I have been crying off and on all day. I really dont like being the type of person that feels too much! I dont like anyone hating me. This whole...
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kamuela:
Hey wasn't that my rum, LOL. It's ok I bought another bottle, don't tell anyone but I drink it at home, yeah I know 
. Don't go over board hunny. try get some rest if you can.
. Don't go over board hunny. try get some rest if you can.
wolfj:
They don't hate you, they are just upset. If you think about it you would probably feel the same way in their position. Your a really nice person but everytime you piss someone off you can't let it get to you this bad or you will just end up eating yourself up inside. Trust me I know, I used to be the same way. I had to learn you can't make everyone happy and if they don't like you, fuck em. You also know for a fact that your not alone, you have your friends and family