mrsted_stryker

Ok so with the help from all of you wonderful people out there and a whole lot of alcohol (lets not forget the licking whip cream off my bartender friend and dancing on the bar ON MY KNEES) I am feeling much better today. A wonderful person (my mom) sent me an email today that really made me think. After I read it my head stopped pounding and it felt like the clouds parted....
For so long I have been trying to please others. I let their harsh words sink into my heart. Well I'm done. I have built up tougher skin finally. No worries tho...I am still the sensitive little fish you all love!! or hate...why do I care who hates me anymore?? LOL
So I have my ups and downs...but I read y'alls journals and I am realizing that we all do!! hahaha

PARTY TOMORROW!! The Muffin Mans Birthday is on Saturday so Friday him and some other SG members are going out to Hooters (I cant go...I'm negative in my bank account! ) and then some are coming over to hang out after! I am excited...I really like to meet new people when I have people ther I already know! Plus the members here KICK BUTT!! The only thing that makes me sad is there are members elsewhere that I really wish were here. Ya you know who you are!!!

So I am off to talk to Davy...He has been such a good friend! I cant wait to go to England and visit him and the wife!!!

Here is a popular song that got my head straight many many times....its an oldie but goodie!!!
Take care all!! Remember to smile at some point today...cuz when YOU smile, I smile!

Cat Stevens "Wild World"

Now that I've lost everything to you
You say you wanna start something new
And it's breakin' my heart you're leavin'
Baby, I'm grievin'
But if you wanna leave, take good care
I hope you have a lot of nice things to wear
But then a lot of nice things turn bad out there

[Chorus:]
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
It's hard to get by just upon a smile
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
I'll always remember you like a child, girl

You know I've seen a lot of what the world can do
And it's breakin' my heart in two
Because I never wanna see you a sad girl
Don't be a bad girl
But if you wanna leave, take good care
I hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware

[Chorus]

Baby, I love you
But if you wanna leave, take good care
I hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware

[Chorus]