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fuck shit.
FUCK SHIT!

I had found out on Saturday that the manager from another store wanted to talk to me. So I called him back and he wanted me to work for him this week. He didnt tell me when because he didnt have the schedule in front of him. Told me he would call me back. He never did.
So I made the...
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toxic:
your new default is beautiful darling!
davy:
i hope it wasn't too bad at work and you've managed to re-plan anything you have to change smile
I'm sitting at home waiting for a call to see if i have ANY work!
kiss
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Its 4 am and I am still up.
I spent ALL night in chat with Tunnel and ass id.... tongue

Now I think I am gonna stretch out in my bed...like a kitten and sleep for a few precious hours.

I did learn something tonight. Sometimes when you least expect it someone will do something so nice for you that it takes your breath away. You...
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tunnel_vision:
Sleep well blush
mydogfarted:
Naked? Damn, I miss all the fun.
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Wednesday.
And I am kinda feeling odd today.
Happy...yet odd. I dont even know if I can explain...really. Why bother trying?
warning warning long health care rant ahead...

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My friend posted in her blog today about how horrible health care is in this country. That Doctors actually DENIED treatment of her mother! Than I scroll down to leave a comment and...
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lymphae:
insurance companies are all politics and bullshit. im so sorry, but i hope you enjoyed your pampering. its ususally the best thing when you have stress and a bad day. Let me know how the brazilian goes. ive never had one,but want to brave it...but i need some encouragement to get my courage up! Keep smiling hun! wink
davy:
insurance companies are always only interested in making money and never interested in helping you :o( It sucks that all governments make us have to play by the insurance companies rules.
Hope the days of pampering is has been nice :o) I think you deserve some of that kiss kiss
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OK that work week went by so damn fast!
NO I am not complaining! I have the next THREE days off!!!
although I do have a little rant before I picture post...so you can ignore this or read it..I just wanna get it off my chest!

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So I work in a head shop if ya didnt know. We sell "smoking accessories"...
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big_boy:
Stay HIGH and stay FLY biggrin
lymphae:
you said fuckshit..that's awesome! Cant wait to become fast friends kiss
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platypuz:
Ouchies bout the blister and double bummer the herb aint working frown but maybe thats a good thing with the blister n all
Beer on the other hand is a good substitute but how to get it to you hmmmm, seriously tho try drinking milky products(if you can) and honey is good to
sending you good energy smile
ta2dmom:
Oh I hope you're feeling better soon. That's just no good. frown
xoxo
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ok...update time.

I sent GIRL a message on her phone. I offered her money...she didnt respond.
OH WELL. I did the right thing. I can sleep JUST FINE knowing that!

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I know its just me STOPPING smoking but I am constantly emotional. One minute I am crying my ass off and the next I am so mad I could rip someones...
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nene:
I think that bike is fucking cool!!
king_mob:
Sad thing is, I feel pretty much exactly the same right now, but Im not quitting niccotine. That just makes me fucked up I guess.
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I know I just posted last night at like 3 in the morning but I had a major update so I wanted to share right away!
I went ahead and put last nights entry in spoilers because I still feel very strongly about what happened and I reread my posts to gain better perspective.
But I digress...on to my ASTOUNDING news!

I have been posting...
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punknitemike:
thats so awesome someone bought you that bike. have you got it yet? and i sooo love that it is a pink hello kitty bike. if ya want some cute SG stickers to slap on it and personalize it, lemme know and i'll send some out to ya cause i have bunches!

and your friend needs to grow up a lil, i mean we arent 13 anymore. we are grown up adults, she needs to act like one and stop playing childish games! all that does is cause drama!!!
societyspliers:
Okay, I just copied this from your last journal update so yu'd get it. Limitedtime; long story read below but just wanted to send my support. Here's what I wrote:

I is confused - on my MySG page there's a whole 'nother journal entry.

But the other one I saw is about the bike and all that, too, so I dunno which is current. Here on the 4th floor I can't just have people run outside where there's WiFi hotspots and keep coming back, so hopefully this one is the recent one and you'll see this. 'Cause these exes and friends visiting might not keep going up and down the elevator and going to REPLY pages and stuff like that TOO much longer. So, hope you get this!

If not, oh well. I know I'm glad to see you journaling and that bike is quite cool

I know it'll take awhile, but you seem to be recovering, so just hope you get this and know I'm pulling for you.kiss

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jewelz:
Can't wait to see your new pics grlfriend!! I knows it's the one this time, even without seeing 'em kiss

My honey and I are gonna start working a little more seriously about putting a set together for me this year, hopefully in the next few months. I gotta give it my all, just to say that I did if it does't pan out, you know? Maybe 44 is my lucky year biggrin
big_boy:
Had a blast last night......you make me laugh my ass off biggrin
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See ya guys in a few days....

Have a great rest of your weekend.

Smoke a bowl for me.

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pandara:
BE # 1
societyspliers:
Can't presume to know what you're going through, and I doubt anything I say will help, but for some reason a while back when i was being mistreated and seeking strength to leave, this song helped. Yeah, I'm such a girl, I know. blush

She pulls the shade
It's just another sunny Sunday
She dodges the light like Blanche DuBois
Bright colours fade away on such a sunny Sunday
She waits for the night to fall
Then she points a pistol through the door
And she aims at the streetlight
While the freeway hisses
Dogs bark as the gun falls to the floor
The streetlight's still burning
She always misses
But the day she hits
That's the day she'll leave
That one little victory, that's all she needs
She pulls the shade
It's just another sunny Monday
She waits for the night to fall

Bestkiss

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I am done. Someone threatned Sean. Now me and him are fightning again.
Thanks.
I posted this here because I trusted you. Because this is my Journal.
I have been betrayed.

I am now so guarded good luck getting me to answer my phone. I am so mad right now I just want to leave this place...the ppl that betrayed me...this city...everything.

Ever think I...
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idgas:
I have sent you my email address in a PM use it if you want to reach me.

Please contact the police and get an order of protection.

I fell bad for what has happened to you.
spooky520:
i am so sorry that people have acted like this.......dont forget that there are people here who do care about you......
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I just hauled ass from work....sigh. I am so tired.
My blood sugars went up dangerously high last night and I almost went to the hospital!! Sucked. I am a little better tho...guess I know now why I was in such a crappy mood and was so damn emotional!

Sent the money off for my tickets!! YAY!! The end of January is gonna be the...
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spooky520:
you need to watch out for yourself.....i dont know how i would feel if i cant see my pisces on here........makes me sad to think that you would be too sick to post or talk to me topless in chat frown

brightredscream:
Yikes...that's really scary hon frown I'm glad that you're doing ok now though for the most part.

Where in Canada will you be visiting?
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sigh....I wont bother you with all the nonsense without a spoiler...ya...your welcome..

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So I was told by the manager of MY store that we closed at 8 last night instead of the usual 10. So at 8 Jake and I closed the store and he started to take me home. Half way there the manager of another store (who for the...
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trixxx:
I hope you get your work shit sorted soon!!!! fuckers....

and topless in chat always cheers me up!
bigpoppa99:
I'm sorry you ghad yto watch that video. You reaction was priceless

have a great New Year smile