mrginger

I don't feel like writing anything. I thought I did for a second, but now, not really. I'm flipping channels in my brain and its all commercials. I'm going to work.

I got your goat and its eating my garbage. But I'll sell it back to you for a load of fresh bullshit. I need manure for pushing up daisies.

Don't make me
Take the
initiative
give
greater cause to those
who cease to uplive
cause I've been deprived
alls I gots ta do now
just survive
I got five
minutes, dollars
to spend on yall
even mothers, fathers
got to loosen collars
and get get up
never keep a mouth shut
now yell
now scream
now know
we are
exactly where we've been
chaka

I have just sweated harder in the last two hours than I've sweated in months. It wasn't at the gym. It wasn't running. All I was doing was digging a space out of my brother's front yard so that he can build a retaining wall and have room for an extra parking space. This is no normal dirt though. Its like rock. I ripped open...
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Alcohol is poison. Maybe I should partake of my own feculence. If you can clean a cut with it, why not the whole temple? No, maybe not. Scotch doesn't polish the windows to the soul though. Too bad you can't bottle endorphins.

I'm almost done with my idiot phase.

I've been trying to read the omens lately, and they seem to be pointing back back to Cali Cali.

I have a beneficial friend coming to visit on Friday, which is great, cause if I choke the chicken anymore, its likely to die.

I can't wait to work someplace besides where I'm at now. The place is bizullshizit....
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So. I've been in Portland since January. I like the town. And I was lucky enough to get a job really soon after coming here, or so I thought. See, I took the job based on the promises my manager made when he hired me. What I would be getting paid, how much I'd be making in tips, how many hours a week I'd be...
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This is my third day of sickness. I hate it. My equilibrium is off. My head is heavy with congestion. I just got paid but I don't want to go anywhere. The Sun is outside. I'll just look at it from in here. Fuck.

Wishes don't add up to two seconds of effort. Watch,

I have a new username. I wonder if this will affect my presence here. Or if I'll continue with the usual, inane, senseless, monkey chatter. Well, better a monkey than a robot.