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Awww Fuck. I'm being watched.

Something Drama This Way Comes

I'm thinking I may leave the site after the prom. I barely keep in touch with my flesh and blood friends through myspace, and, though the coolness here is unfathomable, I've hardly met anyone here in person. Not that I wouldn't like to, but for the most part, aside from some chuckles here and there,...
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l_f:
De nada!

Ha! I left here for a while. Giving it another shot...

Cheers,
LF
cozza:
Her eyes make me melt. Then again, I'm sort of a sucker for the eyes.

I leave here a lot, too. I get a six month to a year membership, get annoyed with people/stuff, let it expire, get wooed back by cheap membership and missing a couple folks, wash, rinse, repeat.
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My Gramma's Memorial Service was at St.John's on California Yesterday.
For what could have been a seriously somber event, it was incredibly joyous.
She was amazing.
This was a passage she referred to often:

We can do anything for one day.

Just for today, let us be unafraid of life, unafraid of death, which is the shadow of life, unafraid to be happy and to...
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violetred:
yes, i do read tarot for my friends and stuff...but mostly for myself smile

the cards in my pics folder are from my favorite deck and i was going to use them for tattoo inspiration.
violetred:
well, do you want me to tell you what the cards mean or participate in the thread? or both? i am not sure i understand blush

i have always read tarot for people in a certain way. four cards are dealt, the first one signifies the person being read. the second stands for the issue/problem at hand (why the cards are being read in the first place), the third card is the "plan of action" or how the issue should be addressed, and the fourth card is the outcome. it is also important for the person being read to shuffle the cards carefully and contemplate their problem as they shuffle. this puts the cards in the correct order and makes the cards meaningful for YOU smile

but i can tell you what they mean in a general sense, if that is what you want wink
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snakeplissken:
You shouldn't feel responsible for anything.

But you've been here a long time so I think you know what I mean. It seems like the boards are just a lot meaner place than they used to be. Hell sarcasm has always had a home around here, and all in good fun, but lately I just see people attacking each other, which is pretty far from fun.

This trend too will probably pass, and again all will be well in SGland. biggrin
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Sunday Night. Austin, Texas.

Momo's I think it was. It was at 618 Rio Grande.

After spending $50 at the bar there, they cut me off and asked me to leave. I had no trouble with that. I asked the Bartender to call me a cab and went outside to wait.

The fucking Douchebag Bouncer seemed to enjoy antagonizing me once I got outside and...
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cassiel:
the time for action is NOW.

don't take any guff from those swine.
femi:
...word...
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Who makes beats?
I need some beats.
I want to record some shit.
I've got composition books filled.
Little scraps of paper.
All kinds of little verses that nobody's ever heard.
But I listen to what's out there.
I listen actively.
How is it that some of these "artisits" get paid?
I wouldn't give a stitch of pocket lint for some of the shit I...
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oren:
I hope so! biggrin

Artists get paid? :o
smuffy:
you should've been on the white rapper show!
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I was at the Mall for four hours yesterday. in Eureka. The place where R.Crumb characters come to life.
Sears was working on my car for 3 hours longer than they said it would take. I almost fell asleep at Border's. I ate a Taco. I imagined what the mall would be like if I could be 14 again. I watched all the people who...
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babyblue:
My first real job was working at the Burger King in that mall. I shudder to think about it now. They'd always put me at the counter because I was actually capable of being nice to the customers. And I could press the buttons in the right order on the cash register. Yep, I was really shooting for the stars with that resume builder. surreal

Haribo and Ravenswood are both very good things. But Spellbound 2003 Petite Syrah and Montecillo Red 1998 are even better.
robetesatemynoir:
Haribo gummy bears are the greatest. there is no other gummy that compares.
i also like their gummy coke bottles.
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Fuck you macho assholes. If you weren't tough enough as a little kid, its too late. If you were a little brute, then great, you can chill out. Are you a man because you are aggressive? Are your displays of anger justified? Yeah, but the timing and the focus is all off. If you don't even know the source of your anger, how do you...
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thefreddy:
whoa what happen dude!
smuffy:
take a load off.
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There's No Escape.

So I sit down with my Demon's and get to know them.
Make friends with them.
If I acknowledge them and their power, I can conquer.

I see so many people overcome by issues they'll never face. Victimized by forced pride.
Rageful out of context, in denial of the source of their anger.
Conforming out of insecurity.

I've never done what would...
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So there I was. Fresh out of the shower. Clean, relaxed, and ready to rock. I wrapped my towel around my waste and grasped the door knob. It turned. and turned. and turned.

I was locked in my fucking bathroom. Alone. Almost naked. Imprisoned. With no way to contact the outside world.

I tried to open the door with the finesse of a nail file....
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thefreddy:
what am I?



And you're apparently are..

thefreddy:
HA! Hardly. I'm a goddamn nerd.



NERD!!!
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My libido is killing me. I'm trying to keep it bottled up and reserve the chi it holds for a rewarding and amazing experience with a woman that I'll have dreams about forever after, but its not a sleeping kitten by any means. Its a cyborg lion trying to rip through my thin wall of will to devour whichever even edible morsel subjects itself.

Maybe...
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blackbirdy:
Well I guess you have to head on over to the east coast then biggrin I'll probably post pictures anyways though.


Your post is interesting - Good luck finding someone who can help inspire you and yes, loving yourself is always best before trying with someone else...no matter how cliche that sounds..
holliday:
Amen
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I spread this 170lbs of wreckless abandon and haste a little too thin. I've been commuting between two villages 5 hours apart twice a week for the past month. Gypsy shit but I've got the littlest violin playing the saddest little song. It ain't a thing except a yearning for a license to pie. Really, if I could pie somebody once a day, my hairline...
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page_27:
well, screw that then. real people drive mini vans. i'd rather be souless than hand someone 20 thousand and when i ask what i will recieve for more than a years worth of wages the reply will be, 'a minivan'.
lily:
Bhikram, right, thanks for spelling it correctly. I did it once or twice when detoxing off methadone, It kinda helped, a shot of dope would've helped more but ya know you do what you can. wink good luck.