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I like your new tattoo. How long did it take to do?

Why are you depressed? I was depressed this whole weekend and I hate it. All I did was mope and sleep (and pee the pup 50 million times!). So, spill it. What is going on with you?

Monday mornings suck ass. I am here all alone. My dept. co-wker is out today and I miss her.

There is no creamer for the coffee. What am I supposed to do????????

*Hugs*

The job was a web design job. But they weren't totally clear when they posted the job offer. They were looking for a salesperson more than anything, and it's not my kinda job. So, I told them I wasn't interested. Oh, well, something else will turn up eventually. I still have a contract, so I'm not desperate.....yet.

how was your weekend? have some fun? What's made you depressed?

**big hugs** feel better.

Hey mate, cheers for the comment. That new tattoo looks excellent. Stay crazy.

I am totally digging that ink! That is nice bro. Did you come up with it? Mine is itching alot right now and it already healed. hmmm....

Oh man, kill bill is so fricking good! I love it. So happy birthday bro! 22 eh? Nice age. I would love to go back to that time. Maybe change a couple dumb decisions you know? So im guessing pretty soon here you should be heading to the strip club. Word of advice: Dont kiss the strippers!

Id have to say mans worst trait in my opinion is ignorance towards others. Its ugly I tell you. Whats up with the new mod? Details bro.

edited to say : yes yes it was Thanksgiving yesterday

[Edited on Oct 14, 2003 10:25AM]

You just need a great big hug. It's frustrating that your friends don't respect you with the drinking/stoned thing. It's not good for you. Those kinds of things don't cheer someone up. It creates more depression.

I wish I could help you in some way.

Lots of hugs, and to you.

Shit, that's bad man. Look on the bright side, could be that she's feeling the same about you and she DOES have your e-mail so y'never know. Anyway man, I really wish I could remember a bit more about my weekend - got very drunk, went to gig, drank Jagermeister, one of my mates fell off a hill which takes some doing. All good fun.

Just wanted to say hi. *HUG*

I don't think it was a suck-ass update either. So there.

Hope you have some good plans for the weekend. I have none, as usual, but that's ok. I vant to be ahhlone. I need to clean my apt. Since I got the dog, I haven't had time to do much housekeeping. Who knew that a small dog would take up so much of my time and energy?

Gotta go walk her now - again! - for the 4th time today. Goodnight.

I know exactly how you feel. I have all of two friends in my life and they are both clueness to the way my head and heart tick. I've known them all my life so they are really more like family, I guess. I long for someone to really connect with, but all I seem to find are shallow assholes. I am also tempted to grab the bottle of Vodka, but then I remember that I've been sober for 9+ years and I like it that way. I just want to feel better, you know? It's too bad that I'm not in SoCal. I'd drink loads of tea/coffee with you, and talk (and listen) your ear off.

You're not alone in feeling the way that you do, and even though I'm far away, I am hear for you to vent, talk or whatever.

*HUG*

thank you for your post..

on another note.. if you pissed off your last friend ..
fix it.
"dont let the sun go down on your anger"

~k

I'm sorry that you've been hurt like that
You WILL feel, love and be with someone again sweetie... there is someone for everyone out there!
cheer up

Don't feel like you're using her memory for missing those feelings. If that's all there is to miss, that's how it is. It's hard to get over, but I bet you'll be happier that you did.

I hear you. Id hate to go to a show alone. Id still do it though. Cant mis shows bro. Plus, You could end up meeting new peeps. I have a habit of ignoring alot of friends sometimes.

I go the new Perfect Circle as well. What do you think of it? Its slower than the first but, I like it. I need to find a Windows XP crack now. LAter bro!

I don't see how or why you could piss people off like that. You just don't seem like that kind of person to me. Your entries are very well thought out and you communicate very well.

GO TO THOSE SHOWS! I missed 18 V . Don't end up missng them!

here here,
i wish i had time to do it
but from what i've heard yoga can be relaxing as hell or one of the most hardcore workouts you'll ever do depending on skill level and stuff.
yeah, tequila didn't like me all that much this morning.

Hey mate, cheers for the comment. I've literally just got back from our "night out" and it turns out my fears were a bit unfounded - seems she just genuinely did want someone to talk to about things going wrong etc. In the end, we just went to a bar, had a chat and she shot off about ten o'clock because her mates had promised her a "girly night in" whatever one of them is to make her feel better.

So hopefully we are now moving towards the "just friends" phase which is a bit of a relief - maybe she's also realised that having someone to beat up emotionally who also emotionally beats you up doesn't really constitute a relationship.

Anyway, good to hear you're okay - can sympathise about the whole job thing - a girl I'm mates with works as a social worker and she says it's a pain in the arse so if it makes you feel any better, there are others suffering the same as you. Not so sure about Perfect Circle meself but then I was never a big fan of Tool so I guess it's an acquired taste.

Stay cool mate. Will speak soon.