Have you ever wanted to talk to someone? I mean really talk. Sit down, have a cup of tea, and discuss what it is in your life that has you down. Look at the other peson, and know that they understand? Or at the very least sympathize.
I did yesterday. I really wanted to talk to someone. Hear their voice, look them in the eyes, share a drink with them. And when I went to pick up the phone, I remembered I pissed off my last friend.
So instead, I went to reach for my bottle of tequila. Thought I could at least drink my worries away. Then I remembered I can't drink anymore. So now I have nothing. No one totalk to, no one to sit in a coffee house and drink warm teas with, and no alcohol.
So instead I just went to bed. And now I feel worse than ever.
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On a side note, I have not stopped listening to the new Perfect Circle album. It's so good it makes me want to weep.
I did yesterday. I really wanted to talk to someone. Hear their voice, look them in the eyes, share a drink with them. And when I went to pick up the phone, I remembered I pissed off my last friend.
So instead, I went to reach for my bottle of tequila. Thought I could at least drink my worries away. Then I remembered I can't drink anymore. So now I have nothing. No one totalk to, no one to sit in a coffee house and drink warm teas with, and no alcohol.
So instead I just went to bed. And now I feel worse than ever.
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On a side note, I have not stopped listening to the new Perfect Circle album. It's so good it makes me want to weep.
You're not alone in feeling the way that you do, and even though I'm far away, I am hear for you to vent, talk or whatever.
*HUG*
on another note.. if you pissed off your last friend ..
fix it.
"dont let the sun go down on your anger"
~k