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"and if we die / before the battle's through / tell our mom's / tell our dads / that we were super rad!!!"
-The Aquabats: Super Rad
That's for JesTheStar.
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Jes came by work today. She always makes me feel better. Just wanna say... I
you!
Other than that, feeling kinda better now. Work still sucks ass, but it pays my bills. The...
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-The Aquabats: Super Rad
That's for JesTheStar.
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Jes came by work today. She always makes me feel better. Just wanna say... I
Other than that, feeling kinda better now. Work still sucks ass, but it pays my bills. The...
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abracapocus:
Thanks
I really like that one you did. Slick and simple. I'm not a fan of the one's really clutter up the desktop - I like 'em to be useful.
Yup. Procrastination rears it's ugly head yet again. Will we ever learn? I think Belle & Sebastian are coming to Seattle soon - but I probably missed tickets to that too
btw I picked up Postal Service - I was skeptical at first, but I really think the lyrics got me (more than the tunes - which are good as well).
Yup. Procrastination rears it's ugly head yet again. Will we ever learn? I think Belle & Sebastian are coming to Seattle soon - but I probably missed tickets to that too
derekthered:
Work is so damn time consuming. I wish I had the skills to work for 20 minutes a day and still make tons o' cash, but I don't have many marketable skills that I wouldn't need to back up with years of school. Stupid society.
Weekend of gamecube sounds fun. What games are you playing right now? I'm kinda pissed that Wario Ware came out like a month after I got rid of mine. I ate that game up on the gba.
Weekend of gamecube sounds fun. What games are you playing right now? I'm kinda pissed that Wario Ware came out like a month after I got rid of mine. I ate that game up on the gba.
"...will I find something in that? / so give me just what i need / another reason to bleed / one by one hidden up my sleeve...
...one by one hidden up my sleeve..."
-Foo Fighters: All My Life
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I hate people. They always manage to say shit that makes me feel more worthless than I alredy do. Here's a little advice:
Don't make...
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...one by one hidden up my sleeve..."
-Foo Fighters: All My Life
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I hate people. They always manage to say shit that makes me feel more worthless than I alredy do. Here's a little advice:
Don't make...
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kestrel:
You're obviously talking to the wrong people.
Except when you're talking to me, anyway.
That's one big reason I stay off AIM much more these days.
Feel better!
Except when you're talking to me, anyway.
That's one big reason I stay off AIM much more these days.
Feel better!
finch:
i agree with kestrel. you're talking to the wrong people.
*hug*
*hug*
when you're gone / no one will miss you / and when you're dead / no one will cry
-Evergreen Terrace: No Donnie, These Men Are Nihilists
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Ugh. Thats my new word for the day. Ugh. It accurately describes exactly how I feel at this particular moment in time. So ugh.
I was up until approximately two am this morning working on my brothers...
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-Evergreen Terrace: No Donnie, These Men Are Nihilists
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Ugh. Thats my new word for the day. Ugh. It accurately describes exactly how I feel at this particular moment in time. So ugh.
I was up until approximately two am this morning working on my brothers...
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dragonchylde:
Yes everyone does suck..they can all rot and die.
leavemehere:
How i forgot to RSVP is beyond me.
Thanks
Now all i need is a date!
What day's are you thinking if we do a road trip?
I need to ask for it off soon.
Later
Shawn
Thanks
Now all i need is a date!
What day's are you thinking if we do a road trip?
I need to ask for it off soon.
Later
Shawn
Goddammit!!!! I just wrote this long ass 3 page entry then lost it all when my system froze.
*sigh* I'll do it again later...
This was supposed to be the last entry's song quote btw...
"...i am waiting for something to go wrong / i am waiting for familiar resolve / i am waiting for that sense of relief / another diet fed by crippling...
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*sigh* I'll do it again later...
This was supposed to be the last entry's song quote btw...
"...i am waiting for something to go wrong / i am waiting for familiar resolve / i am waiting for that sense of relief / another diet fed by crippling...
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kestrel:
I'm not whining, promise. 
kestrel:
Signed,
The Photoshop Goddess
[Edited on Apr 08, 2004 10:41PM]
Signed,
The Photoshop Goddess
[Edited on Apr 08, 2004 10:41PM]
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clintron:
You know, I often feel very similar. It seems that girls are just waiting to hurt me. I probably shouldn't go into it now, but if you want to talk or something drop me a line.
I don't really know what to say, though, just take it easy, be a good guy, and try to ler her know how you feel and you will hopefully be ok.
I would say "Think positive, not negative!" but I know it is likely next to impossible, so just make the best of it.
I don't really know what to say, though, just take it easy, be a good guy, and try to ler her know how you feel and you will hopefully be ok.
I would say "Think positive, not negative!" but I know it is likely next to impossible, so just make the best of it.
abracapocus:
I agree with zac. Enjoy things while they last and try not to pile too many expectations on yourself or the relationship. The weight can crush you, it, or both. I hope it works out for you though. 
"can you tell me why you have been so sad?"
-Death Cab For Cutie: Death of an Interior Decorator
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Time for a real update.
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Well, as Ive already advertised on a fairly regular basis, Im depressed. Im not sure why, or when it will stop, but I am and I hate it. Which is actually kinda counter productive cause then it makes me...
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-Death Cab For Cutie: Death of an Interior Decorator
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Time for a real update.
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Well, as Ive already advertised on a fairly regular basis, Im depressed. Im not sure why, or when it will stop, but I am and I hate it. Which is actually kinda counter productive cause then it makes me...
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kestrel:
I listen to sad music. Sad music makes me less sad, and I love getting into emotional songs. I also cuddle with my bird, who loves me no matter what, even when no one else does.
Glad you're doing better. I was kinda pissed that I was about to have to drive all the way out there just to kick your ass.
Glad you're doing better. I was kinda pissed that I was about to have to drive all the way out there just to kick your ass.
dragonchylde:
Ya know I forgot as well how long it would take..probably 2 days.
I'm still alive. Kinda down and sad, but that's what happens when you're clinically depressed.
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zac:
it's grey here, too.
reprazent.
reprazent.
gambitgirlie:
Just think about Chicken Fried Steak.... That should elicit some sort of response.
Depression sucks.
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I've decided I'm not going to Prom after all. Does anyone know someone who'll want/need a ticket?
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I've decided I'm not going to Prom after all. Does anyone know someone who'll want/need a ticket?
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kris7:
Whats wrong?
gambitgirlie:
has she cried yet? or is it past that now??
I'm sorry I haven't updated. I had a full system crash on Sunday and lost 200 gb worth of crucial information and programs. I've spent all this week attempting to get my system back to where it used to be, though I doubt that'll ever happen.
On a side note I've also been attempting to install and wander through a new Linux setup. Dunno how...
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On a side note I've also been attempting to install and wander through a new Linux setup. Dunno how...
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kestrel:
HA!
I'd hoped you would do such.
And be glad to not know the extent of the amusement it causes me.

I'd hoped you would do such.
And be glad to not know the extent of the amusement it causes me.
coyote1284:
You wanted to discuss Haibane Renmei once I'd finish the series? HR has left me breathless. Going thru agian, in Japanese, keeping in mind who the story is really about.
[Edited on Mar 26, 2004 10:07PM]
[Edited on Mar 26, 2004 10:07PM]

I need a ticket to prom, I hear you have an extra?