"can you tell me why you have been so sad?"
-Death Cab For Cutie: Death of an Interior Decorator
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Time for a real update.
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Well, as Ive already advertised on a fairly regular basis, Im depressed. Im not sure why, or when it will stop, but I am and I hate it. Which is actually kinda counter productive cause then it makes me even more depressed because I hate myself and the fact that I am depressed, and then the cycle just continues.
But I digress
I had a fairly good week as far as still being depressed goes. I went to the zoo on Wednesday with my girl ( Saras her name for anyone keeping score
), since I didnt have to work, and had a lot of fun. I love hippos by the way. They are super cool. Pix will follow as soon as I get my damn reader to work. 
Hung out with jesthestar later that night too. We went and got her lip pierced, and she cried like a little baby.
Go check her out and tell her how much you adore the new jewelry. I know I do. 
I am broke now though, and will be for quite a long time. The reason being that Im gonna use all the money I have saved up to pay off my car so I wont have a huge car payment every month, but thats gonna leave me with zero in the bank. On top of that though, Im planning a trip to Disneyland with Sara for the end of this month, so any money I actually do save up will probably go to that. And Im still trying to find a place to live, which means Ill have to save even more money to move out soon. Which all means that Im gonna be a broke motherfucker for a long ass time.
but that also means Im not gonna be able to go to prom. Sorry. Im just broker then shit and cant afford it now. I do have a ticket though, so if anyone wants to buy it, or knows someone that wants to buy it, hit me up. Im gonna be making my final decision sometime within the next week ( gotta check out the finances one last time ), but I dont think the decision will be any different than it is now.
which just acts to make me more depressed.
For anyone that worried about me: Thank you, but please stop worrying about me. This thing just takes over sometimes. I hate it when it does, but theres really nothing I can do to stop it. Guess Im just wired wrong.
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Time now for the triumphant return of
QUESTION TIME!!!
Q: What do you do when you get really depressed? That is to say, what do you do to make yourself feel better?
-Death Cab For Cutie: Death of an Interior Decorator
**********
Time for a real update.
**********
Well, as Ive already advertised on a fairly regular basis, Im depressed. Im not sure why, or when it will stop, but I am and I hate it. Which is actually kinda counter productive cause then it makes me even more depressed because I hate myself and the fact that I am depressed, and then the cycle just continues.
But I digress
I had a fairly good week as far as still being depressed goes. I went to the zoo on Wednesday with my girl ( Saras her name for anyone keeping score
), since I didnt have to work, and had a lot of fun. I love hippos by the way. They are super cool. Pix will follow as soon as I get my damn reader to work.
Hung out with jesthestar later that night too. We went and got her lip pierced, and she cried like a little baby.
Go check her out and tell her how much you adore the new jewelry. I know I do.
I am broke now though, and will be for quite a long time. The reason being that Im gonna use all the money I have saved up to pay off my car so I wont have a huge car payment every month, but thats gonna leave me with zero in the bank. On top of that though, Im planning a trip to Disneyland with Sara for the end of this month, so any money I actually do save up will probably go to that. And Im still trying to find a place to live, which means Ill have to save even more money to move out soon. Which all means that Im gonna be a broke motherfucker for a long ass time.
but that also means Im not gonna be able to go to prom. Sorry. Im just broker then shit and cant afford it now. I do have a ticket though, so if anyone wants to buy it, or knows someone that wants to buy it, hit me up. Im gonna be making my final decision sometime within the next week ( gotta check out the finances one last time ), but I dont think the decision will be any different than it is now.
which just acts to make me more depressed.
For anyone that worried about me: Thank you, but please stop worrying about me. This thing just takes over sometimes. I hate it when it does, but theres really nothing I can do to stop it. Guess Im just wired wrong.
**********
Time now for the triumphant return of
QUESTION TIME!!!
Q: What do you do when you get really depressed? That is to say, what do you do to make yourself feel better?
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Glad you're doing better. I was kinda pissed that I was about to have to drive all the way out there just to kick your ass.