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we chase misprinted lies / we face the path of time / and yet I fight, and yet I fight / this battle all alone / no one to cry to / no place to call home

my gift of self is raped / my privacy is raked / and yet I find, and yet I find / repeating in my head / if I...
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dejajeva:
I feel you.
I want out of mine too.
Thing is, the town I grew up in, I left that- went to an even smaller town...just nothing left here for me. My family, but at some point I'll need to break away, you know?

Hell, not even my boyfriend lives here.

jora:
nope

[Edited on Dec 05, 2003 3:14PM]
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If I paid you a dollar, would you stab me in the neck?

How about if I say please?
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kris7:
No. I wouldn't.

And if you said please, I'd say "Nope, sorry, not happening". ARRR!!!
pureblu12225:
now why would I go and do a thing like that?
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"i had seven faces / thought i knew which one to wear / i'm sick of spending these lonely nights / training myself not to care..."

-Interpol: NYC

I wish I had someone to talk to. I wish I had someone to hang out with. I really want to go to Balboa Park and talk. Maybe sit on the hood of my car, listening...
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pureblu12225:
I'm here silly and I know the filling of having no one you really know around ...
and pffft to you for not offering ...hehe
pureblu12225:
I'm in Sd silly by way of clairemont
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"I wake up every morning / from the same dream / and I kill it / but you can't change the letters... when the ink dries"

-Thursday: I Am The Killer


I have alcohol poisoning. puke

And SG on HBO in mpg-1 and wmv format, each at about 95 mb a piece. Who wants one? Just email me your address and the mail fairy shall...
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silencenoir:
oh no, I hope you feel better soon. That would suck.

I want to see the SG on HBO thing!! We will only get to see it here in Canada sometime in December frown

95 mb is quite huge, probably won't fit in my email. *pouts* I so wanna see it.

My hockey team is the Montreal Canadiens. They are playing quite crappy lately tho. But at least they won at that game outside in Edmonton last weekend.
You have a team?

Quills get me hot too... now that you mention it...*hot damn*

love
nuria:
Did you get the HBO thing onto Kazaa?

xoxo
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"Tearing in my heart / when the world falls apart / and it's almost too hard / tearing in your mind / how the pain makes you blind / when it's all said and done...

...Forever.... gone..."


-Sunny Day Real Estate: Tearing In My Heart


There's a girl that I miss right now. My own stupidity stopped me from having the wonderful night that...
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nuria:
I'll try to download the whole thing. If it doesn't work though, I will send you some money.

Thanks--xoxo
enelysion:
I'd also buy a copy off you... you should start a post giving more info... thanks man
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Holy Jeebus! I almost had a dream about Synnove! love

So in my dream, I'm running through this house and Synnove and some random girl are trying to kill me. I run into them in a bedroom and it turns into a stand still. Her friend lunges at me, so I turn her around and stab her in the chest. I look over to Synnove and...
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acwildheart:
Dude, why can't I have dreams about Suicidegirls? (preferably Phedre or Chloe). 'Snot fair... frown
xabluestarx:
i woulda turned that alarm off and gone back to sleep!
shocked
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Oh Gods, forgive the drunken post last night...

How many people like Tequila??
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"Tell me baby tell me / Does his company make light of a rainy day / How I've missed you lately / And the way we would speak, and all that we wouldn't say...

Do his hands in your hair
Feel a lot like a thing you believe in
Or a bit like a bird stealing bread
Out from under your nose"


-Iron &...
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"Happiness lies only in that which excites..."

-The Marquis de Sade


I met a girl yesterday. A girl that for now will remain nameless. We hug out for a long time and talk about alot of things. Turns out this girl is very cool. biggrin And a phenominal kisser! wink So now I have a reason to stay in San Diego for a while longer. tongue
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xabluestarx:
yea, you should totally stick around. who knows? you might marry her.
shocked
you never know.
ARRR!!!
silencenoir:
Sounds good!! a girl eh? I'm glad you're happy!! smile

That's a great quote. I love the Marquis. Did you see Quills?

thanks for the compliments on my pictures.... blush . I'm planning on taking some new ones soon.

I haven't read the LOTR books, except fellowship of the ring... and I will read them when I'm done watching Return of the king. I don't want to spoil the story!

kiss
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"When you're no longer searching for beauty or love / just some kind of life with the edges taken off / when you can't even define what it is that you are frightened of... this song will be here."

-Pulp: The Fear


Not entirely sure why, but I've been feeling like a worhless piece of human excrement all week. Hmph. Sorry, nothing interesting to...
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xabluestarx:
you musta been either really good or really bad if her reaction was to try and kill ya! confused

is it okay if i add you as a friend?

ps, don't feel like poo. it's too stinky.. i'm sure you don't smell THAT bad.
ARRR!!!
pureblu12225:
I get everything done up north...but there are lots of cool places down here you should join the tattoo group
I've had plenty of days of feeling like that you just have to kick rocks and move onsmile
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And I watch the earth / fall apart / slowly collapse / all around you / with my head / in my hands / I let / my tears run! Because... giving in... was always... easier... than... letting go. My ruin was losing you...

-Skycamefalling: The Nothing


Someone slashed my tires today at work. The security gaurds say they saw some guy running away...
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xabluestarx:
did she really try to kill you?
pureblu12225:
lobes are at 1 inch...hey ya know what I wanna stretch my second ones out ...we can be stretch buddies wink
oi what a job
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Once again, my world has been rocked by plaingurl. She always makes me feel better. love love love

Quick recap of week:

Went out with stripper. Slept with stripper. Now have bragging rites for all of eternity wink Mutually decided we would take things slowly as (a) she's too wild for me, and (b)she's not looking for a relationship.

Realized I want a girlfriend. Loneliness + Dating =...
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jora:
Yeah, yeah...update your journal already.
bleeder:
Oh yea. You went out with a stripper? I am close to that. I dated a red light girl. Now that was an experience!

You enjoy the xbox? I bought it but, could just not get into it. Im a Sony man by heart when it comes to systems.

Hmm...something weird.....
I dont snore but, I do this weird moan thing. Arent I cool?? skull skull