"can you tell me why you have been so sad?"
-Death Cab For Cutie: Death of an Interior Decorator
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Time for a real update.
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Well, as Ive already advertised on a fairly regular basis, Im depressed. Im not sure why, or when it will stop, but I am and I hate it. Which is actually kinda counter productive cause then it makes me...
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-Death Cab For Cutie: Death of an Interior Decorator
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Time for a real update.
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Well, as Ive already advertised on a fairly regular basis, Im depressed. Im not sure why, or when it will stop, but I am and I hate it. Which is actually kinda counter productive cause then it makes me...
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I'm still alive. Kinda down and sad, but that's what happens when you're clinically depressed.
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zac:
it's grey here, too.
reprazent.
reprazent.
gambitgirlie:
Just think about Chicken Fried Steak.... That should elicit some sort of response.
Depression sucks.
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I've decided I'm not going to Prom after all. Does anyone know someone who'll want/need a ticket?
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I've decided I'm not going to Prom after all. Does anyone know someone who'll want/need a ticket?
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kris7:
Whats wrong?
gambitgirlie:
has she cried yet? or is it past that now?? 
I'm sorry I haven't updated. I had a full system crash on Sunday and lost 200 gb worth of crucial information and programs. I've spent all this week attempting to get my system back to where it used to be, though I doubt that'll ever happen.
On a side note I've also been attempting to install and wander through a new Linux setup. Dunno how...
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On a side note I've also been attempting to install and wander through a new Linux setup. Dunno how...
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kestrel:
HA!
I'd hoped you would do such.
And be glad to not know the extent of the amusement it causes me.
I'd hoped you would do such.
And be glad to not know the extent of the amusement it causes me.
coyote1284:
You wanted to discuss Haibane Renmei once I'd finish the series? HR has left me breathless. Going thru agian, in Japanese, keeping in mind who the story is really about.
[Edited on Mar 26, 2004 10:07PM]
[Edited on Mar 26, 2004 10:07PM]
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pureblu12225:
Oooopp 
look at that ...haha good goin !!!
look at that ...haha good goin !!!
gambitgirlie:
The consumption is coming along nicely, thanks. How is your scurvy?
(And I've made a new rule.Wanna hear it? Here it goes.)
Gambitgirlie's New Rule #1
Do not see a movie about a failed relationship, with a failed relationship.
For reasons for this new rule, see "General Feelings of Bleh" and "Jeezy Creezy, I'm Gonna Kill Myself"
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(And I've made a new rule.Wanna hear it? Here it goes.)
Gambitgirlie's New Rule #1
Do not see a movie about a failed relationship, with a failed relationship.
For reasons for this new rule, see "General Feelings of Bleh" and "Jeezy Creezy, I'm Gonna Kill Myself"
[Edited on Mar 24, 2004 10:16PM]
Back now. At least until prom.
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dharmabox:
hey i seem to recall that you were friends with sindy. i was on a business trip and when i got back i saw that she commented on the 17th but was no longer active. would you let her know i was checking on her and hope everything is ok but understand full well that sg alone does not make a life. thanks man!
kestrel:
... what the hell did you do?
"...my heart beats on stronger / with my own resolution..."
-Unearth: My Heart Bleeds No Longer
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So my new gf spent most of the weekend in jail on a DUI. I'm not sure what I think of this, as I try not to drive when I'm drunk but have been known to on occasion, and thusly cannot condemn her for her actions.
She said...
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-Unearth: My Heart Bleeds No Longer
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So my new gf spent most of the weekend in jail on a DUI. I'm not sure what I think of this, as I try not to drive when I'm drunk but have been known to on occasion, and thusly cannot condemn her for her actions.
She said...
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dragonchylde:
thanks hun I always thought you were easy on the eyes as well..but oh well you have a gf now and here I am still alone..life sucks sometimes.
gambitgirlie:
Listen here punk! I'll swoop behind you and suck the marrow outta your bones if you're not careful.... 
How is Alchy McDUI doing tonite??? And new plans fermenting? bubbling like yeasty hops???
How is Alchy McDUI doing tonite??? And new plans fermenting? bubbling like yeasty hops???
i'll be honest / the silver linings are getting harder and harder / to manufacture / and the smiles / are so difficult to fake
-Atreyu: A Song For The Optimists
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Its Saturday. Im still sick, though it seems to have toned down to a normal cold now. I was supposed to hang out with the girl, but she never called back. I think...
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-Atreyu: A Song For The Optimists
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Its Saturday. Im still sick, though it seems to have toned down to a normal cold now. I was supposed to hang out with the girl, but she never called back.
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gambitgirlie:
The hatred I have for you now....unimaginable. And where are my pictures?
nursesugar:
How are you feeling, sickie? How are things in your life going? What's new?
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aliceinmyhead:
yahoo?
gambitgirlie:
Because you are evil, I have decided you may join my herd of evil giraffes... come, we will eat all the leaves on all the trees!
i can take your pain away / you don't always need to be strong
-Cibo Matto: King of Silence
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Things are good really damn good. I know its been a short time since the girl and I went out, but it seems like weve together forever, you know? We talk everyday, and we spend every lunch together (we work in the same building). I...
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-Cibo Matto: King of Silence
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Things are good really damn good. I know its been a short time since the girl and I went out, but it seems like weve together forever, you know? We talk everyday, and we spend every lunch together (we work in the same building). I...
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kellyjanice:
so glad to hear you are happy... you were so sad for a while it made me sad ...but now you are happy good to hear 
strep sucks i used to get it all the time when i was a kid 
feel better soon kisses 
...but now you are happy good to hear strep sucks i used to get it all the time when i was a kid feel better soon kisses 
ouioui:
hey darlin' I need your number again cuz I suck and accidently deleted it. Will you email it again pleeeeeez. Let's go on sunday forsure.
good times for a change / see the luck i've had / can make a good man / turn bad
so please / please / please / let me / let me / let me / let me get what I want this time
haven't had a dream in a long time / see the life i've had / can make a good man bad...
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so please / please / please / let me / let me / let me / let me get what I want this time
haven't had a dream in a long time / see the life i've had / can make a good man bad...
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ouioui:
I really want to on Sunday. I work a hell day that day so lets talk on SUnday. Is that okay? It would be fun to go together.
xhavokx:
awwww! that is so cute! i am very glad for you!
when youre ripe / youll bleed out of control
-Deftones: Elite
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No bitching or whining today. It occurred to me that I need to get a second job. Why? you might ask. The answer is simple really
I need money for more tattoos and piercings.
how sad is it when you need a second job to pay for your tattoos?
ok maybe a little...
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-Deftones: Elite
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No bitching or whining today. It occurred to me that I need to get a second job. Why? you might ask. The answer is simple really
I need money for more tattoos and piercings.
how sad is it when you need a second job to pay for your tattoos?
ok maybe a little...
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max16characters:
Definately sounds good. I'd like to be able to take the PCH and see the scenery and also check out the Redwoods of Northern Cali while i'm there. PCH is kinda optional for me, but i HAVE to see the Redwoods. I understand it's a whole group thing too with the carpooling, but i see no reason why we couldn't do a little site seeing on the way...especially for out-of-towners. But i'm definately interested. Keep me up to date pleas.
xabluestarx:
i got a second job for just that reason..
Glad you're doing better. I was kinda pissed that I was about to have to drive all the way out there just to kick your ass.