menacentiment

Blah. Internet sucks now. If I can get on it I just feel like I'm wasting time.

But I keep coming back to it. 'Cause sometimes there is something worth getting on for.

Am I crazy?

I don't know how to react to my mind. I mean, really. The things that I think are all too often things that I would really rather not, or love to but often figure that it isn't in my best interest to indulge the thoughts.

There are some things that just hold too much meaning, always have.

"I know what you mean. What you say?...
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Sometimes, the things that are of most note are the most odd.

I see Gir. I am lonely. I hear Gir. I am lonely. Umm...

I think, though, while my mind is here, that I need a Gnome Barbarian with a personality pulled straight from Gir. How the fourth wall would have to break. How indeed.

But alas. Time is against me always. When I...
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[less than happiness]

I was under the impression, at one point, that discrimination, of any sort, was a social faux pas. Something that you are not supposed to partake of or condone. With societies of all shapes often either ignoring it where it happens to treating the plague of it with humor. The idea that it must not be bad, people are laughing. And you...
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Right now, even my blood hurts. Well, aches. Every bit of me does. Most for the same reason. Brought on by stupid people insisting that they are right. And, by all rights, I can't argue. Truth remains. And I just have to suck it up and deal.

But elsewise other things ache. Some that I can fix. Or, at least bandage a little. Like the...
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When the highlights of ones day happen to be things such as a 200 Won Fanta and getting 1 xp for saying 'Bladder of Holding' you know that some things are... well, different than one may want them to be. Or off-person back-flip-lateral-spin-to-tumble-an-arc-backstabs.

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There are days which I get rather lonely. And yet still have stayed my hand in regard to peeking into the...
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I loathe myself sometimes. Not for who I am, but for some of the things that I have done. Or have failed to do. I hate that I seem to have taken some things for granted. That's been too damn big a mistake all-and-all. And it is always things most important.

I loathe phones giving out. I used to revel in the fact that no...
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Sometimes when the world is turned on its head, all it means is that the sand is falling in a different direction.

Most people would things "Great, I have more time." I, expectedly, can't be so forwardly optimistic. Because, well, what if most of the sand was still up top? Now that could be a helluva lot less time. Time for what? Vagueries, dancing around...
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A truck driver used to amuse himself by running over lawyers he would see walking down the side of the road. Every time he would see a lawyer walking along the road,he would swerve to hit him and there...
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