pink pink pink pink pink 
i'm so excited! and my profile/posting pics make me happy.. they turned out well.. now i just want my pictures to go up.. and to take more sets... i came up with the bestest idea ever for a set ONE day after i took mine. so much waiting!
did some more work today, but still not enough. just about 10...
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i'm so excited! and my profile/posting pics make me happy.. they turned out well.. now i just want my pictures to go up.. and to take more sets... i came up with the bestest idea ever for a set ONE day after i took mine. so much waiting!
did some more work today, but still not enough. just about 10...
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went to the library today. did some work, and am now taking a break. reading stanley fish and wolfgang iser - reader-response theory. it's fun. i'm arguing with them in my thesis.
the sky was reddish purple at school. fresh bruise colored. no clouds, just ambient light making everything surreal. i like to joke that the sky's that color because of a special vortex surrounding...
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the sky was reddish purple at school. fresh bruise colored. no clouds, just ambient light making everything surreal. i like to joke that the sky's that color because of a special vortex surrounding...
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_sarah_:
Oh my god!!! You went pink!!! Yay!!! 
scott:
congradulations on changing color
war war war...
still can't decide exactly what i think of it. i hate the double standard. i hate policing. but at the same time sometimes it seems necessary - saddam's a really bad guy, and does terrible things to people. 'd be good for that to stop. i've never been able to figure out if i'm really really liberal or really really conservative. somewhere...
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still can't decide exactly what i think of it. i hate the double standard. i hate policing. but at the same time sometimes it seems necessary - saddam's a really bad guy, and does terrible things to people. 'd be good for that to stop. i've never been able to figure out if i'm really really liberal or really really conservative. somewhere...
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brookelynne:
peridot is my birthstone.
war is stupid
people need to learn to share
i think purple gums sound cool.
i went to the dentist taoday, i got a stcker that said
all american smile on it
it made me feel weird
i feel better now
i dont have a tv anymore
no more war in my little world!
war is stupid
people need to learn to share
i think purple gums sound cool.
i went to the dentist taoday, i got a stcker that said
all american smile on it
it made me feel weird
i feel better now
i dont have a tv anymore
no more war in my little world!
mei:
silly me
[Edited on Mar 21, 2003]
[Edited on Mar 21, 2003]
went to the beach today.. didn't really do much there except eat lots and lots of clam chowder. it's kind of fun to have enough freedom to drive to the beach just because there's better clam chowder there. we built a bonfire, too. the other kids said that it made them feel like they should be in high school, with a couple of bottles of...
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stickyrice:
I didn't do the high school crap either, although I somehow got invited to one of those parties -- one of the cool people thought I might be shaped into something worthwhile -- and there was Jack Daniels and a magic room with a drape doorway into which the cool people took turns disappearing and ... I don't know. I didn't do it. I didn't drink any Jack, either, which would have made (I was to learn later) the other thing unlikely. Pass the clam chowder.
stickyrice:
Well, you pain-and-grope beautifully. Perfect fantasy, too, I just noticed.
my brain is so fucked today for some reason... last night i cried for a couple of hours; everything was making me sad.. i had to keep my eyes shut because everything i looked at made me cry (like the quilt on my bed because my grandma made it and she's going to die soon, and the clothes all over my floor because i'm a...
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n:
so am i.
medication is both a blessing and a curse.
so am i.
medication is both a blessing and a curse.
atrasties:
I like to think of it more like I am the alpha and the omega, beginning and ending. That way when I'm really up I can always rely on the bottom to drop to keep me grounded, but when I'm really low I always look forward to zooming back up again and that keeps me level too. I tried meds but didn't like the person they made me and no one else did either, so I just decide to be the best lunatic I could be and it is mostly great. Of course I'm all positive and healthy sounding right now cause I'm really up so gimme a couple days to give different response. still hugs and kisses
i'm so socially inept. i'm so terrified when i'm talking to people i don't know that they won't like me, or i'll say something stupid, or something.. i've actually developed a weird tic to deal with it - i kind of scratch the tip of my nose, which allows me to hide my mouth and face a little bit when talking to people. i only...
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oso:
i hear ya.
i'm a social 'tard myself.
although i did make tons of friends when i drank alot.
just could never remember who they were the next day.
i'm a social 'tard myself.
although i did make tons of friends when i drank alot.
just could never remember who they were the next day.
atrasties:
I feel uncomfortable talking to new people sometimes but just because I don't like to play games and people rarely want to hear what you actually think.
I have trouble putting on the sensors so I just don't talk alot in those situations, I've heard that I am apparently very mysterious; so it kinda works for me.
I have trouble putting on the sensors so I just don't talk alot in those situations, I've heard that I am apparently very mysterious; so it kinda works for me.
it's funny how i never get out anymore. for a year or so, i was a pretty consistent raver. now i haven't been to more than two parties in the last year. i miss it, but the drugs were so bad for my already-low-on-seratonin brain. i like to dance so much, and i never go do it. i need to go see dahlia at the...
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kingbugs:
I'm going to spend the day saying "ham laminated" over and over and over again. It'll probably make me fall asleep.
atrasties:
I haven't been to a good rave since the summer, well any rave since the summer so I hear you sister. Of course it is weird for me at them since the kids; they are all so wee. Most of them are around the ages I teach workshops to, so it feels strange. luckily we have a couple new clubs that are geared to an older crowd of ravers, just if I can get out to them. Maybe tonight.
had you eaten your pillow when you woke up or attempted too, if so, have a snack before bed.
had you eaten your pillow when you woke up or attempted too, if so, have a snack before bed.
got just inebriated enough last night to convince myself to join here - i've been lurking for a bit now. i hope hope hope that i can meet some peoples through here - y'alls sound so cool, and i'm all lonely-like. i have a very small, very close group of friends, but i never see anyone new and never go do anything fun.
don't know...
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don't know...
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congrats!!!